Odds and Ends With Crafts and Pens

Making memories with that brother of mine...

2012-02-23T16:08:00.000-06:00

My brother makes me laugh.

He also makes me smile.

He can even make me laugh and smile when he has very strong garlic breath.

My brother and I had a bit of fun yesterday afternoon. We went outside enjoyed a bit of sunshine, took silly photos, and he made me laugh a lot.

He's growing up and looking more like a man every day.

Sometimes it is hard for this big sister to see her little brother growing up so fast.

He is so very much taller than me, deep voiced, and growing in who he is.

I love him so very much and I know he loves me too.

So, I raise a cup of tea and toast to making memories with my boy-man brother.

I toast to times of laughter and being goofy.

I toast to the many more memory making moments that I hope we will have.

Simply,
Sarah

Deep-breath adventure...

2012-02-22T18:41:00.000-06:00

Today I've been thinking a bit about the adventure of tomorrow night.

Tomorrow night I will stand before a room of people and share a spoken word.
In the past I have read my poetry for others- for family, for friends, for a poet, for strangers, and from a stage.
But, for this I feel the need to take a few extra deep breaths.
I think it is because I know that in that room there are many artists.
There will be artists that create with cameras, brushes, paint, pens, paper, musical notes, and voices.
Though I have spoken from a stage it seems so much more artistically intimate to speak when someone the room is filled with artists and an audience sitting upon a floor, chairs, and beanbags mere feet away.
I speak of a coffee shop open mic night.
The mic is open, you sign up on the list, they call your name, and then you share.
So, I take a few deep breaths and I smile knowing that two wonderful people will be there with me.
We'll ride off for the evening's adventure and hear the other artists share.
My hope, my desire, and my prayer is that in some small way the words of this simple poet-gal will be used by Him.
I'll take deep breaths,
I'll share this heart-pouring of a poem,
And, I trust that my imperfection can be used for a purpose far beyond me.

Tomorrow night I'm going on a deep-breath adventure.
It's the sort of adventure that has excitement mixed with a bit of nervousness fluttering about inside me.
It is an adventure that requires some extra deep breaths, yet there is excited anticipation for the time.

Have you ever gone on a deep-breath adventure?

Simply,
Sarah

Magnificent Monday: Playing in the rain...

2012-02-20T13:15:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you are having a truly Magnificent Monday!

This past weekend was really a wonderful time. I played with precious kiddos, celebrated my Mema's birthday, and enjoyed great family time. Last night was a youth performance night where much fun was had and many memories were made.

You know that oh so common question we often ask one another? The, "How are you?"
It is so often followed up by good, fine, or okay. And, I often wonder what the truth is.
Well, if you asked me today I would say, "I'm jubilant!"
Life isn't perfect. There are things that weigh heavily on my heart and there is messy along with the beautiful. But, I am jubilant! I'm so thankful for the joys of today.

Over the weekend we were blessed with wonderful rain! I took Annie Girl out to play and run off some energy. My Papa Bear thought that I needed to be photographed. So, as I was out playing in the rain I turned around to see that he was taking pictures. Well, the memories of the moment make me smile. So, I thought I would share the pictures he took with all of you.

Sometimes in life it is great to play in the rain, jump in the puddles, chase the dog through the mud, and laugh a little extra.

Have you ever enjoyed playing in the rain?
When was the last time you put on some rain-boots and jumped in a puddle?

May your Monday be Magnificent! Take time to smile.

Simply,
Sarah

A little bit of feminine fun...

2012-02-16T20:42:00.000-06:00

There are some days that it is just fun to wear a dress or skirt.
There are some days when it is nice to be a little extra girly.

Today was one of those days.

Ladies, do you ever just feel like wearing a fun/feminine skirt or dress?

I hope you've had a lovely day!

Simply,
Sarah

My prom dress...sort of...

2012-02-15T20:32:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I'm excited to share with you my prom dress. Well, sort of...
You see, I think it is fun to keep a little mystery to the dress with most people until the actual night of festivities. I've had friends ask what it looks like and I try my best to give a reasonable description. Tonight I had the idea to take a picture and play with creative editing. As I had a bit of fun on Picnik I came up with a creative picture to share with all of you!


This is what I call, "My prom dress veiled in a bit of mystery." It gives you the general idea, but doesn't give the full look of it away.

And, here is a sneak peek at the color.

Come April, I look forward to a fun evening making memories and dancing a lot.
I'm sure there will be plenty of pictures to share with all of you then.

The story of how we found it is a bit funny.

My Momma, Sissy, and I went on a bit of a spontaneous shopping spree. Momma randomly asked if I would like to go stop by a store before we went to the grocery store. So, off we went not planning on finding anything. We went and poked about two thrift stores. Everything was either too short, the wrong color, too small, too big, or showing way too much of something. After the second thrift store we were about to head off to do the grocery shopping. But, there was a lady that began chatting with us. She was looking for a dress to wear to an event she was headed to in New York. She was very friendly and at one point even asked us what dress size we thought she was. (May I just say, I would never guess someone's dress size. I'm terrible at guessing and I know I would say something terribly wrong.) We were about to head out and wished her happy shopping when she looked at my sister and started telling Momma about dresses she saw at a nearby store. She though we were shopping for my sister, but Momma liked the sound of some of the dresses so we stopped by the store.

Once there I found the dress first, but went ahead and grabbed three other dresses to try. I was most excited about the dress and was going to try it on first. But, Momma (with a twinkle in her eye) made me try the other dresses first. When none of them were quite right she had me turn away from the mirror and put on the dress. I turned around and I knew it was just the right dress. Comfortable, not too showy, feminine, and red. It twirls in such a way that makes me feel like a lady and also a little girl.

It's a funny feeling. To feel like a grown up and yet also a child at heart. It really is.

On the day we hadn't planned to find a dress we found the dress. I smile again as I think of the irony of it.

Back at home after the grocery shopping I twirled like a little princess for my Daddy and with tears in his Papa eyes he gave it two thumbs up.

Last night (when I showed the dress to a friend) my Daddy lovingly said, "The dress is nice. But, the young lady inside it is so much nicer." I love my Daddy.

I hope you enjoyed the little sneak peek and story!

There is so much more to life than a dress. I am thankful for this dress and the memories we made as we found it. And, even though the dress won't matter 1,000 years from now, it is fun to enjoy the twirling of the moment.

Simply,
Sarah

Valentine's Day has come and passed...

2012-02-15T13:16:00.000-06:00

This photo is a bit how I feel today. Hopeful, light, cheerful, fresh, and so on. It was taken by the very talented Nina Matthews. She takes some of the most beautiful flower pictures I've ever seen in my life. Flickr: Link

Friendship is such a precious thing.

The blessing of hugs, smiles, laughter, heart-to-hearts, speaking love in the dialect that the other best receives, prayers, encouragements, truth-in-love, and silliness too are all beautiful contributing memories.

I spent my Valentine's evening with family and a dear friend. My family and I gathered around the table, turned off the overhead lights, lit over six candles, and let the cool air blow through the open windows. There was yummy Italian food and love to abound. My Momma baked an apple pie and told use we are all the apple of her eye.

I love my family.

Then, it was off for gelato with my dear Sweet Friend. I gave her a hand doodled card filled up with words. She gave me a gift and blessed me with words as well. Friendship is such a precious thing. We talked, we shared, we laughed, we enjoyed. We explored a bookstore and celebrated little joys. She is such a blessing to me.

I had a lovely Valentine's day. I'm glad that it was spent with my family and Sara Beth.

Someday, if the time is right, there will be romance for me on a Valentine's night.
But, I don't want it rushed.
As my Sweet Friend put my words into a word picture- I don't want to rush romance with a guy. It would be like picking fruit before it was ripe. I will enjoy it instead when the timing is right. Someday, God willing, romantic fruit will be ripe and I will cherish every precious bite.

And, you know what? Spending Valentine's Day with my family and one of my dearest friends is really a great way to enjoy the time.

Before I went off to bed I took time to write in journals the words of my heart and my head.
I desire to continue to and better live out love. Not the "just February 14th" love, but love as is spoken of in 1 Corinthians 13.

I fell asleep and woke to a lovely rain.
I hope you had a wonderful Valentine's Day and that today you are smiling over the memories of yesterday and the newness of today.

Another Valentine's Day has come and passed, but I've made precious memories and grown in ways that will last.

Simply,
Sarah

Happy Valentine's Day!

2012-02-14T12:47:00.000-06:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

I hope you are having a lovely day and expressing love to those around you.
There are so many little ways you can bless the people in your life and let them know you love them and care for them.

Here are a few fun pictures from my Valentine's festivities so far...

A little over a week ago a sweet little girl I know gave me that lovely Valentine. I thought it needed a bit of photographic appreciation. My heart was jubilant when she handed it to me.

There is just something precious about the handwriting of little children. See that lettering? It says, "Love, Rachel." My heart melts each time I look at it.

I took Annie girl out to play. She had very muddy and wet paws afterward, but best of all she had on her happy face.

Rain boots!

My littlest brother went through and picked out that little Valentine just for me. He said he picked it because of the musical notes that made the shape of the heart. *happy sigh*

I like giving handmade Valentine's to my family. (This one was for my Momma.)

Most of all, today I remember the ultimate Love of my Savior Jesus. His love shows even on the cloudy days and hard times. John 3:16.

I hope you are having a lovely day!

Simply,
Sarah

Magnificent Monday: Moments and Memories...

2012-02-13T18:17:00.000-06:00

Hello everyone!

It is another Magnificent Monday!

I would like to begin by thanking everyone who left sweet comments when I had a Fibromyalgia flare-up last week. It was so very sweet and encouraging.

I'm happy to share that after resting Friday and a good bit Saturday I was feeling back to mostly normal and even able to go spend some time with a few wonderful people on Saturday night. Yesterday was a full day, but very good. It was good to spend time in community and worshiping God.

My weekend was filled full of moments and memories.
Moments and memories that have caused me to take a pen in hand and spill ink onto many pages.
Moments and memories that I reflect on.
Moments and memories I give thanks for.
And, moments and memories I take a bit of typing time to share with you today.

I took this picture and it reminded me of contemplation. When contemplating memories and moments I often sit and reflect upon the little details that are amidst the whole of the memory.

-Moments and Memories of the Weekend-

Resting during the day.
The loveliness of a new light-bulb replacing the burned out one in the bathroom.
The love of my family teasing me and laughing with me.
Car rides with Momma.
Playing boggle and being amazed at the talent of other players.
Playing sequence and winning twice with my teammate.
Laughing, talking, and enjoying on Saturday night.
Car rides home and front porch hugs before goodbyes.
French toast on Sunday morning made by Daddy.
Tea, prayer, musical worship, reading Psalm 42, and singing harmonies in the morning.
Littlest brother's hugs, kisses, and loving kindness during the service. (He melts my heart.)
Pleasant surprises.
Sitting and listening to the message and teaching.
God impacting the depths of my heart with the message.
An afternoon nap.
Enjoying the surprise of a song on the afternoon car ride.
Stretching my brain as I took pre-tests.
Smiling.
Feeling worn, but blessed.
Celebrating God's goodness with friends.
Sharing (in the room painted green) with people who are living light.
Heart aching for the brokenness and hurting in this world.
Daddy coming and driving us home.
A strawberry banana smoothie.
Snuggle times and good talks with Momma.
Momma reminding my silly over-thinker, over-planner, and over-worrier heart (in regards to the future and what to do after graduation) that, "We don't have to have it all figured out. We don't have to have it all figured out this month, week, today, or tonight. Breathe."
Good talks, snuggles, and prayers with Sissy.
Daddy falling asleep while I sat in the room.
The pleasantness of dreaming and looking forward to a new week.

What are some of the moments and memories of your weekend?
I would enjoy hearing about some of them in the comments.

I hope your Monday is truly Magnificent!

Simply,
Sarah

CFS/FM Diaries: A Difficult Day and Doodles...

2012-02-09T19:10:00.000-06:00

For those new to the blog- Last year I began a series called the CFS/FM Diaries and today I'm sharing another post in that series. To help better understand why I started this series here is what I wrote about starting it back in August:

I thought that I would begin what I call CFS/FM Diaries. This blog isn’t all about my health and sometimes I think I’m a little reluctant to write about my health very much. So, I’ve decided to do the CFS/FM (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia) Diaries.

By creating this “category” to my writing I feel it will help readers better peruse my blog.

Sometimes people won’t always feel like reading about my journey with my health issues, at the same time others particularly want to read about my journey with CFS/FM. By creating this category I believe (and hope) that it will help readers have an even better blog experience.

And, the fact is I need to write about my health journey- the good and the bad.

So write I will.

This post will mostly be about my health. If you don't particularly want to read about it, that is okay. Feel free to scroll down to the bottom and let some doodles brighten up your day.

So, without further prefacing...

A Difficult Day

It's been a bit of a rough day today.

Last night a bad Fibromyalgia flare-up started. (I believe it was caused by not getting good rest on Tuesday night. One of our neighbors was disruptive into the very early hours of the morning which caused me to not go into a deep sleep cycle. And, I'm sure hormone issues contributed too.)
I have been able to accomplish a few things today, but it has mostly been a rest day.

In all honesty, Fibromyalgia pain is terrible. Really. It is.
For the sake of "being real" I'll try describe what it felt like today.

The joints in my hands and my feet ache and feel very stiff. My ankles and wrists ache and are uncomfortable with sometimes "pokey" pain. The tendons or ligaments (I honestly am not for sure which one) in my arms and legs have a achy burning sensation up and down. My knees and elbows ache and hurt too.

The pain doesn't easy with a pain medication and the pain makes me tired. It makes everything seem twenty times more difficult to do. And, I think my brain is so distracted by the pain and whatever is going on in my body that it can't focus very well on anything.

There are times that I want to be held, have my back rubbed, and such. But, that only makes my body more upset and triggers a worsening of the pain. So, I try to get as comfortable with pillows, quilts, and occasionally gripping a stuffed animal. (It may seem childish, but when my body is in pain the feel of something soft and familiar in my hand can be comforting.)

Sometimes, I think about texting someone. I think it is from a longing to have something to take my mind off of the pain, for a longing to connect, to maybe smile a little, to hear about something that has nothing to do with my bed. But, there is also some things that often holds me back. I don't want a pity party. I don't know if I even want them to tell me their sorry I'm feeling bad. And, I don't like bringing people down. So, more often then not I don't text.
(Though, I have to say I have amazing friends. Anytime I've ever stayed home from something that I had planned on going to someone has texted, emailed, or messaged me something sweet. I'm so thankful for the amazing people in my life that are sensitive to my health issues when I'm with them and even when I'm not. If you're reading this, friends, you are amazing!)

My family is amazing too! They encourage me, help me, and check on me, and tell me extra "I love you"s on the hard days. I'm incredibly blessed to have such a wonderful family.

The Fibro flares are something I've learned that I just have to ride out. It will pass, but I need to rest, relax, and rest some more.

Now, would you like to hear the good news?

I haven't had a flare-up like this in a long time!
This sort of pain used to be a weekly and, at some points last year, a daily experience. I look at this flare-up and I'm reminded of why I watch what I eat, why I take supplements, why I avoid hard chairs for long periods of time, and so on. It is also a reminder of how much I have to be thankful for.

I'm thankful in the good times, but I also choose to be thankful in the not so good times.

After all that bit of seriousness I would like to end this post on a much more cheerful note. Yesterday really was a doodle day and I wanted to share three more doodles I created. (I created them for handmade Valentine's that I'll be giving to friends this coming week.)

Want to see?

Flickr Link

I choose to be a jubilant flower today and give thanks in the midst of even storms and rain.

Simply,
Sarah

A doodle day...

2012-02-08T13:19:00.000-06:00

Sometimes,
I like to doodle.
I'll have random spurts of inspiration and I will take a black-ink pen in hand.
Then, a simple little character will form onto the white page.
I do not claim any true skill in the area of painting or drawing, but it is fun to just play.

And, let me tell you, playfulness happened today.

Early this morning a doodle idea came to my mind.
It is February and I thought, "Why not create a sweet (slightly cheesy) doodled couple?"
Well, I did.

Want to see?

Flickr Link

Meet Mr. and Mrs. Balloon.

They have a story that I might have to tell very soon.

Mrs. wears a bow on her "head", but Mr. (being a guy) wears a bow-tie instead.

(I had a bit of fun on Picnik and created a few other fun designs of the happy couple...)

Flickr Link

It is such fun to be creative and imaginative!
Who knows, I may be creating more Mr. and Mrs. Balloon doodles and adventures.
Doodling is a simple way to bring a bit of creativity to your day.

Do you enjoy doodling?

Simply,
Sarah

Taking a self portrait...

2012-02-06T21:28:00.000-06:00

Tonight I came across a blog link up party for self portraits over at The Paper Mama. I thought I would take part in the fun.

So, I pulled out my Desi and took a few pictures. I chose to take a picture just as I am today; make-up free. It makes me sad how often gals I know feel that they aren't beautiful without their make-up on.
And, if I'm honest, sometimes that mentality can try to creep into my mind too. I've got blemishes, scars, not incredibly white teeth, and so on. Sometimes that little thought sneaks in, "Maybe I'm not pretty enough if I don't put make-up on today." But, that simply isn't true!

Ladies, there is such loveliness with or without make-up!

For my self portrait I'm proclaiming the beauty that there really is without a single dab of make-up on.

For those of you coming over from the link-up party, thank you for stopping by! I'm a simple gal (named Sarah) that is a mixture of an old-soul and a child at heart. There is so much joy even in the midst of the ups and downs of life.

Here are a few "currently"s...

Obsessing over…
Thankfulness.

Working on…
GED, crocheting, cleaning.

Thinking about…
Starting my own Etsy business, the joys of life, and getting a book as soon as possible.

Anticipating…
The newness of tomorrow...

Listening to…
Audrey Assad channel on Pandora.

Eating…

Nothing at the moment. Though, I enjoyed a yummy Strawberry banana smoothy today!

Wishing…
=)

Simply,
Sarah

A Magnificent Monday and a Raven...

2012-02-06T14:35:00.002-06:00

Hello everyone!

It's another Magnificent Monday! Life has been wonderfully exciting and full lately. My health continues to be in a steady place, the relationships in my life are going well, the GED course work is going very well, and God is growing me in many ways.

Today I wanted to share two pictures of the completed gift I mentioned I was working on in an earlier post.
I'm afraid the pictures didn't come out exactly right, but I hope you enjoy seeing them.

This particular gift was a very creative project for me. The gift receiver's favorite poem is The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe and I incorporated a favorite line into the gift. I found the lettering and the basic raven image online. I then wrote out a pattern on graph paper and stitched the piece. It was the biggest cross-stitch project I've ever taken on. But, seeing the smile on the face of the receiver made every stitch more than worth it.

Here are two pictures of the art...

So, there you have a brief update on me. I hope you are well!
I've been a bit lacking when it comes to blogging lately, but I hope to get back into the swing now.

How are you?
Is February off to a good start for you?

Simply,
Sarah

A life update and lots of smiles...

2012-01-27T17:23:00.000-06:00

Hello everyone!

How are you? I've been rather absent in the blogger sphere lately. But, today I'm back to update you on a lot of exciting things!

Back in this post I wrote a bit about transitions. That is one of the major words to describe 2012 for me so far. I'm excited! And, I finally have the opportunity to share a bit about some of those transitions.

The first exciting news is that I'm in the process of receiving a GED. I'm very excited and should be done by May! This is honestly such a relief and answer to prayers. My health issues have made completing high school (in a more typical fashion) very difficult. But, the GED program and test seems so much better suited for my life right now. And, I will be able to finally have more of a real closure on my high school chapter of life.

I will never stop learning. I want to continue learning and growing my entire life. I may even take college classes little by little. But, it will be such a wonderful thing to be "finished" with a season.

Another bit of exciting news is that I will actually be able to participate in the graduation with my friends in June! I will get to walk the stage with a group of wonderful people from one of our local home-school groups. I'm very, very excited!

I've also been honored with an invitation to prom this year by a splendid gentleman. I'm so glad he asked me and I'm truly looking forward to going with him. (Bonus: He is very sensitive of my health issues and how they affect my life! When people take time to try to understand, aren't afraid to ask questions, and are supportive, it means so very much. Words can't truly express how much that means to me.)

This is such an exciting time for me. A year ago none of this seemed possible. I look back on my journals and realize how blessed I am.

Last January-
I didn't think I would be able to complete my high school education for a long time.
I didn't think I would ever be a part of a graduation ceremony. (That is part of why my wonderful parents put together my Sarahbration party.)
I didn't know if there would ever be a godly young man willing to be sensitive to my health issues, interested in me and in asking me to something like prom. (Though, honestly, I'm amazed looking back in my journals and realizing recently how God has taken me on a journey of contentment over the last year.)

This January-
I'm completing "high school" and will be able to move on to college classes if I want to.
I'm going to celebrate a closing chapter of life with a group of amazing people.
I'm going to prom with a wonderful guy.

The things that I most want to say is- God is faithful.
I believed that when I was in bed for days at a time a year ago and I continue to believe that in this season of jubilation.

Words can't express how happy and thankful I am!

This is a year of transitions and this is a year of adventure. I pray that Daddy God continues to guide me every step of the way.

Simply,
Sarah

P.S. My health continues to be in a good place. I still need to be wise, stay within the boundaries, take my supplements, and rest, but I'm in a good place.

Also, I'm excited to share pictures soon of the gift I've been working on! I'm so close to being finished with it.

Beauty in imperfection...

2012-01-23T21:31:00.001-06:00

I wrote the following post last week, but didn't post it. I wanted to take a bit of time to share it with all of you tonight.
I hope you are having a Magnificent Monday! I have a good bit to catch you up on this week.
But, until tomorrow, would you take a bit of time to read about this thing I call beauty in imperfection?
Will you say with me that there is beauty in imperfection?
Will you say to your reflection that there is beauty in imperfection?

Thank you for reading on...

My heart ached as I read about a beauty that felt so flawed, so lacking, so ugly. My heart ached. For, she is so beautiful. And, she was hurting her body and her mind. Simply, she was hurting.

Yet, it is so identifiable. The not feeling good enough, thin enough, too flawed, too many stretch marks, too many scars; too much or not enough of something. There is so much emphasis put on perfection. But, perfection isn’t attainable. Not only that, but not everyone sees physical beauty the same.

Just as I’ve never been attracted to super built, buff, etched, out of the magazine of GAP sort of guys, not all guys want a model slender girl. Personally, when it comes to outward appearance, I like what I describe as “a quirky/creative/nerd with good hygiene” sort of guy. (Yes, you may laugh. But, it is true!) And, I’m finally at a place where I know that if the right guy is out there he is going to love me in my imperfect form. I’ve got blemishes, extra weight, and scars, but that is okay. I’m me.

It’s a journey though. I grew up spending a good bit of time much heavier. At age 14, I was 35ish pounds heavier than I am now. All of my friends seemed like the tiniest things. But, I began to make healthy changes to my diet and I was exercising. I began to feel much healthier and in turn I looked healthier.

Today, I really am happy.

Am I supremely proud of every aspect of my body? No.

Do I appreciate my body and its current condition? Yes.

Why? Because, I have physically been so ill due to chronic health issues that I spent days not being able to shower. I spent time where I was very isolated and couldn’t enjoy using my body to go out and about. (Much less enjoy “primping”.) Because, I realized in those bad times how much I have to be thankful for in good times like this. And, because, I realized that our bodies fade, sag, wrinkle, and age. Though there is beauty in the midst of aging I realized deep in my heart that I want good health and good heart- not outward “perfection”. (If there even is such a thing!)

After all, a person can look “perfect” on the outside while rotting within.

Why have I written all of this today?

I think it is because I want all of us as older women, young women, and girls to realize from the very depths of our heart that beauty is so much more than perfection. I want to hug you, like I often want to go back and hug my young 14 year-old self and say, “You’re beautiful. It’s okay. You’re loved. You are precious. Strive to be healthy and appreciate all these life adventures. You never know what tomorrow holds.”

Simply,
Sarah

Awake: A five minute Friday...

2012-01-13T14:50:00.001-06:00

I haven't linked up to a five minute Friday in a long while, but today when I read the prompt I knew that words were ready to spill.

Want to join in with five minutes of your time?

Start:

Awake...

This morning I rested awake in bed with head upon mypillow.

I dreamed the night right through.

I dreamed dreams that were good and true.

But, I wasn’t wholly happy when I awoke,

For the dreams had revealed desires of my heart and howdeep they seeped through.

I desire what I dreamed about.

But, as I was awake I knew that I still held empty handsout in trust.

Awake- I knew that life is still in transition and limboland with some things.

Awake- I chose again to lift my empty hands and trustthat He knows best.

Awake- I know that I want this dream to come true, butrushing will not improve

Instead it would hurt.

So, I sit awake with a trusting heart.

I sit awake and I wait.

I will not be idle, but I will wait on Him for this.

I sit awake,

I choose to trust and wait.

Stop.

Simply,
Sarah

Gifts...

2012-01-12T20:47:00.000-06:00

Hello my friends!

(Photo Credit and Link)

I'm currently taking a break from working on a rather spectacular birthday gift. If it weren't a surprise I would be spilling details and pictures into this post this very moment. But, as it is, I must keep that secret under-wraps until the gift has been unwrapped. I look forward to sharing more when I can!

This project has my creative mind swirling, my gift giver heart giddy, and my hands busy. I really like to give gifts that are creative and are made after storing up a bit of knowledge and information about the receiver. It's such great fun!

Do you like to give creative gifts?
Do you enjoy when a gift is creatively given to you?

Due to studying, this rather large project, and such, I may be a bit lacking in my frequency of blogging this next week. But, I should have a great deal of life, inspiration, and celebration to share once I get back into the swing of things.

I hope that you are truly having a wonderful day. May you count a few gifts of grace today.

Simply,
Sarah

2012 has just begun...

2012-01-10T16:14:00.000-06:00

Hello everyone!

2012 has just begun! Transitions, possibility, love, and blessings are the first four words that keep coming to my mind to describe this new year so far.

Transitions-
There are a lot of transitions unfolding this year that I'm excited about! I'm looking forward to sharing with all of you once things continue to unfold with each individual life transition. The first transition that has occurred is the transition out of my youth group into the young adult group. That may seem like such a small thing, but it really feels like one chapter of my life closed and a brand new one has just begun. It was overwhelming, but it is also extremely exciting. I can already tell that the new setting is going to be a growing experience. I'm looking forward to how God grows me.

Keep an eye out for more transition updates in the coming months!

Possibility-
There is a lot of possibility in my life right now. Some of the possibility has me in the often unpleasant place called "limbo land", but it is exciting.

Love-
My life is so filled with love. I've been overwhelmed first and foremost by God's love. And, this year there are so many wonderful and loving relationships in my life. I also want this year to be a time of majorly living out love even more.

Blessings-
All in all, I'm incredibly blessed. Sometimes I worry that I overuse that word, but it is so true. I'm very blessed in so many ways! My health continues to be in a good place, I'm dreaming, contemplating, and living a full life. A full life doesn't mean going a hundred miles an hour and filling every time slot on my calendar. I used to think that is what a full life is. But, I'm learning that a full life is so much more than that! A full life is making the most of the blessings, the joys, the hard times, and living for more than yourself.

Life isn't perfect, I hope no one ever thinks that. I have hard days, days that I cry or worry too much about the future. But, in the midst of it all I'm so very thankful.

Now that I've shared a bit about 2012 in words, I would like to ask you.

What four words best describe 2012 so far for you?

Simply,
Sarah

Sleep well...

2012-01-06T18:04:00.001-06:00

I just returned home from the library and I smiled as I looked up at the moon in the bright blue sky.

Upon arriving home I ran into the house to pick up Desislava. (Or, Desi for short.) I couldn't glimpse the moon from the backyard, so, back through the house and out to the front yard I went.

I captured a glimpse of the beauty. A mere glimpse. But, I'm glad I froze it into a frame.

I'm tired today. Happy, but tired.

I think my tiredness is perhaps physical and emotional. I've been processing and praying through different things a lot lately. I've been physically more active. I think I need to slow down a bit. It's a new year filled with new adventures. But, it is still just as important to take time to "just be" and take time for sufficient rest.

In my physical and emotional tiredness I choose to smile. I choose to look up at the moon residing in the sky and sigh. A happy sigh, not lonely or sad, but happy. I will make the most of my activities, but I will also make the most of the times of rest.

May you take time to look at the moon when it is in the sky.
May you make the most of the busy and the restful times.
May God lead and guide your life.
And, to quote Mae's song Sleep Well may you-

Sleep well,
Sleep well,
Tonight.

Simply,
Sarah

Dreaming of snow...

2012-01-02T19:26:00.000-06:00

Hello everyone!

This is my first post of the new year. The year is so new that I'm still accidentally writing 2011 instead of 2012 within the pages of my journal.

Where I live snow is very special. It doesn't happen often and so it is an experience that I cherish very much when we get to enjoy it.

It hasn't snowed recently, in fact, the snow in that picture is completely created by Picnik photo editor.

When I created the picture I think there was a lot going on within my mind. I was dwelling on the winter and the beauty and the specialness of snow. And, just tonight I realized with a chuckle that I was pondering discussions that I've recently had with my parents as I edited that picture.

I'm dreaming of snow.

Within my daydreams and within my night-dreams. There are dreams of snow.

And, when I speak of snow I don't simply mean the real white stuff falling from the sky. In some ways, it is symbolic. I'm awaiting with anticipation, prayer, and thoughtfulness to see how this year unfolds. I'm dreaming of all the special snow moments that God is currently and has planned to rain down on me. I'm dreaming of the possibility of a single snow flake gently landing within the palm of my hand in God's perfect timing.

Today is the second day of 2012 and already there have been precious memories made, heart checks, precious times with my Daddy God, poetry written, journal pages filled, and lessons learned. This year is off to a wonderful start. And, I'm allowing myself to dream of snow.

So, self, dream of snow. But, most of all, live as He leads and trust in His timing. And, remember Philipians 2:3-4,

"3 Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. 4 Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others." (ESV)

Are you excited about the newness of this year?
How may I be praying for you?

Simply,
Sarah

A new chapter and looking back...

2011-12-29T21:40:00.000-06:00

Maybe sometimes it is good to reflect with your eyes closed and grasping a daisy within your hand.
Maybe sometimes it is good to dream of the coming year and the unknown chapters the same way.

This year- so much has occurred. Everyone in the blog sphere seems to be writing about this year, which is only natural with the new year mere hours away. This post may be very long. I will talk about and share about life, the lovely and the difficult, I will share about my faith, and I will share memories. It is being shared so that others may read it if they like, but I think in some ways it is for myself most of all.

So, with a daisy in my hair I'll retell parts of the tale from 2011...

2011 got off to a rough start. My health issues were in a terrible place. After arriving home from traveling I went into a "crash" which left me in bed most of the time for over two weeks and in a ton of pain. Yet, my heart still worked to be optimistic from bed. On January 3rd I wrote in my journal-

"Good afternoon. Today is the first Monday of the new year. I felt that today was a good day to start writing in this lovely notebook. It is a brand new year! Even though it seems to be off to a rough start, I am going to plan and dream and live."

As the days went by I was in pain and felt terrible, but somehow, even in the moments where I cried God granted me joy and I chose thankfulness. On January 15th I wrote in my journal-

"This morning I stepped outside for the first time in 12 days. It hurt my eyes, but my skin and body rejoiced for the fresh air.

List of thanks:

20. Thank You for fresh air.

21. Thank You for a special text!

22. Thank You for the sweet spirit Elyse has in You.

23. Thank You for birds!

24. Thank You for Dad's amazing french toast!

25. Thank You for Dad!

26. Thank You for the 'I love yous' I've received today."

The list of thanks was inspired and began as I was reading Ann Voskamp's book One Thousand Gifts. That book inspired me to a new understanding of thankfulness. Thankfulness was easy when I felt great, thankfulness was hard when I was in terrible pain, with swollen glands, and hadn't showered in days. But, I was choosing thankfulness. I'm honestly, a bit amazed as I'm going back and reading.

There were struggles...

January 18th-

"How is it that tears of pain can be healing?

That is a mystery to me.

How is it that laughter is such good medicine?

That is another great mystery to me.

...my heart is happy, yet this is still hard."

January 24th-

"Well, I have gotten one section of Lit (done) today and one section of English. Words can't express how tired I am.

You would think I have worked on school since early morning based on how tired I am. It's hard not to get caught up in "the way things once were". I do so desire to graduate in May of 2012. That seems so impossible right now.

I miss school! I really miss being able to study hard and make fast progress!

But, as Mom and my doctor continue to say, "Health is most important. You have time." Why do I not feel like I have time? I suppose because I want to finish highschool with friends and I don't want to have to explain...But, most of all, I don't want to be left behind...I don't want to be stuck."

Thankfully, I was blessed with very slow improvement. I worked on my studies at home and took a Literature class that I thoroughly enjoyed. One of the books we read was The Diary of Anne Frank.

On January 28th I wrote an observation about Anne-

"It's days like today that I see why Anne Frank thought she "fell in love" with Peter. When the sky is blue with a little bit of white, with the sunshine, with birds chirping, a light breeze, and an over-all feeling of spring, it would be easy to think yourself in love. Then you add that Anne was stuck in the same house for over a year and that she was lonely, with Peter being the only available male available it would be easy to think yourself in love."

As the year moved into February my health issues and life in general continued to give opportunity for growth. On February 3rd I wrote-

"We live in a culture that can't seem to "just be" for a few days. I used to not be able to "just be", but CFS has changed that. It's odd how much I've changed. I just don't have the energy to go, go, go anymore. Life has a new rhythm.

Go, rest, rest, go, rest, rest;

take time to be."

I was beginning to learn the new rhythm of life, but at the start of the year it was very slow. I remember how low my energy was and how high my symptoms were. That prevented me from being able to get out of the house much, but on February 7th I wrote about my experience getting out of the house for a longer period of time-

"...(at the bookstore) I had a good time. There wasn't too much noise. I wanted to touch all of the books. All of the shapes, sizes, and pictures. Well, I didn't want to touch all of the books. No, some of the books are horrid! But, I was happy. I was in a world of words. In the world of books I am able to learn and "go". I can go and move in books even though I can't very much in real life."

I'm amazed by the things that I take advantage of now that I'm doing better. A bookstore was overwhelming to my senses at the beginning of this year from having to rest and stay home so much. Wow. I'm so thankful for the improvement I'm in the midst of now.

Time went on to February 14th. For the first time in years I was completely content to be at home and single on Valentine's Day.

I continued to find joy in the seemingly simple things as I see when I read part of a journal entry from February 18th-

"There is something very special about balloons. I've always found joy upon having one. Maybe I love them because that float and move with the wind and air. Momma gave me a rose shaped balloon on Valentine's Day. (My brother) J helped her pick it out. It is tied to the end of my bed. I enjoy watching it. On the days I can't move around very much, it blesses me to watch the balloon move with the unseen air."

It feels vain to say that I'm amazed at myself, but I am. Looking back on this year's journals I'm amazed that through the ups, downs, crying, fears, frustrations, enjoyments, and everything in between that I continued to choose thankfulness and joy. I'm thankful for the blessings and encouragement that I see in the pages of my life all along the way. I'm thankful I'm not bitter. I'm thankful for God's faithfulness.

In one of my February journal entries I even dreamed of doing a photo shoot with a big bunch of balloons. Which, wonderfully happened this summer!

Balloon photos picture credit: Nic Pettersson.

In the span of time between the start of January to the end of March I filled an entire journal from cover to cover. It was filled with observations, prayers, thanks, heart cries, heart sighs, rejoicing, and my journey put in words.

April and May was a difficult time. It had a lot of ups and downs. Looking back I see how much I struggled emotionally. I struggled with my health limitations, my feelings, worries about the future, and the symptoms. In May I was retested for and diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. It was good to know the reason for all the pain I was having, but being given a new syndrome to live with was a bit crushing. I think the words I wrote in my journal on May 13th give a good glimpse of the struggle-

"(In regards to my health.) Will my life really ever change for the better? *sigh* This is so hard. Will I ever stop thinking back to how I used to be?"

The wonderful thing is that I can now give a jubilant yes to those questions! My life has changed for the better and improved since the day I wrote those words. And, even though in some ways it is hard to believe it myself, I'm no longer looking back on the past and wishing it would become my future. My focus is now on the daily and dreaming of a new future. I'm not trying to go back, but instead desiring to be content and move slowly forward. I'm so thankful!

In April I began this blog as a way to connect and be creative. I didn't really know what I would write about, but I knew I needed a simple way to be creative and to connect with others.

Some of my favorite posts from April and May are...

Returning to the Wonderful World of Crochet... -A post on my crochet project.
Spring Sweet Wins and a Poem... -Winning a contest by writing and sharing a poem.
Birthday Blessings... -Enjoying a wonderful birthday.
My Health Story...
A Little bit of Roses and Turning Worry into Wonder... -Seeing beauty and learning about worry.

May gave way to June and the summer was upon us. June was filled with slow continued improvement, growth, and an exciting Sarahbration! (May Dad came up with Sarahbration by putting my name and celebration together. I love him.) My family put together a special party for me and I was overwhelmingly blessed. The balloon pictures as well as some of the following were taken for or during the Sarahbration.

On June 26th I wrote in my journal-

"I want to write about yesterday. Yesterday was my "Sarahbration." My entire family worked so hard to make it a wonderful and beautiful time. There were white daisies (my favorite flowers), balloons, light lime-green table covers, a nice room set-up, a childhood table with things from my younger years, a recent years table with items from my older years, snacks, lovely flower plates and others, drinks, an incredible cake by Wendy, and a special guest book. Mom and Dad surprised me on stage. They took turns speaking about my life and then about my future... I was also amazed by all of the people that came and blessed on me. There were over 50 people that came."

My lovely cake!

Love her!

Love these two precious gals!

Blog post the Monday after the Sarahbration.

June gave way to July and then August. The summer was filled with continued improvements in the area of health and continued growth.

Favorite posts from the summer-

A roller-coaster week and a few lovelies...
Thankfulness isn't just feminine...
An unexpected wave of grief...
Sistershipping...
Beauty is more than make-up... -My very first interview!
A Magnificent Monday... -Enjoying the back porch with my dog Annie.

Then came autumn with it's adventures, new possibilities, lessons, and hopes.

Favorite posts from autumn-

School- One Day at A Time... -Learning to take it a day at a time.
Something Old, Something New, Next to Water that is Blue... -Pondering.
On Tears... -Learning it is okay to cry.
Little Things, Like Kittens... -It really is the little things in life.
The Bloom and the Gentle Reminder... -Reminders from God as I look upon a flower and into His word.
My Mema, the Songbird... -Writing of my Mema.

Favorite Posts from December-

Baby hats in Papa hands... -Crochet newborn hats.
Eye-sparkler moments... -Those moments where my eyes sparkled.
In the Midst of Waiting... -Learning to wait well.
Papa Bear... -For my Daddy, to bless his heart.

Now, it is December. I'm amazed by this year. I'm amazed by God's faithfulness. And, I'm amazed at how blessed I've been this year. I'm on a journey called life and hours from now a new chapter, a new adventure, a new year will begin.

Do I have dreams for 2012?

Yes, I do. I hope and I pray that it will be a year of continued growth, transitions into new chapters, and that Daddy God will lead me every step of the way.

I'm so thankful for this blog and the adventure it has been this year. I'm looking forward to continuing the adventure in 2012. Thank you to my lovely readers for reading and leaving such kind comments this year!

To my family and friends, thank you. I love each and everyone of you. You have supported me in the ups and downs of my health issues. Words can't express how much that means to me.

So, here is to 2012! A new chapter is just hours away.

I’ll keep on walking as hope flies high.

Simply,
Sarah

Papa Bear...

2011-12-28T11:22:00.000-06:00

Today I've been thinking about my Papa Bear (also known as Daddy).
I've been thinking about how thankful I am for him.

He loves me, tells me meaningfully that I'm beautiful, listens to me, and is a gentleman. On Monday when he was driving me to a few stores I realized that he always opens my door for me when I'm riding up front with him. Always. As I thought about, I realized that he isn't doing it to impress me. He opens doors for me because he wants to show me he cares. He isn't perfect, but he is modeling an example for things that I admire and desire in a guy.

A few (of the many things) that I admire about my Papa Bear:

1. He is considerate.
2. He is honest.
3. He doesn't degrade women and becomes upset when he hears others doing so.
4. He is a gentleman by helping carry heavy things, offering assistance to others, and opening doors for me. Not because he doesn't think I'm capable, but because he cares.
5. He is strong.
6. He isn't afraid to show his heart.
7. He loves my Momma and does his very best to make sure she knows.
(Such as spontaneously sweeping her off on a date last night.)
8. He is a protector. I know if ever there was a threat to the ones he loves that he would do everything he could to protect us.
9. He is a leader.

So, Daddy, if you are reading this, thanks for being a loving example to me.

Obviously, I'm not going to marry someone exactly like my Dad. But, there are admirable things that I see my Papa Bear living out that I'm realizing I truly desire in a future spouse.

I love my Papa Bear very much and I'm so thankful for our relationship being in such a healthy place.

Simply,
Sarah

Photo taken by my sister and edited by me.

Smile...

2011-12-27T14:52:00.002-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you are having a lovely week!

I'm enjoying the start of this new week immensely. It has been filled with relaxing, family time, a bit of shopping, raspberry hot-cocoa (can you say yummy?), and more. I'm so thankful for the down time.

There are days that smiles spread broadly across my face and I can't seem to wipe it off. There are moments that my entire face feels like it is glowing with joy. That picture captured one of those smiles. My sister told me to think of something wonderful and then look at her. I obliged and she captured that photograph.
As I sat and looked at the photo that caption came to my mind. Smiling is a lot of fun. And, I don't mean smiling like the Barbie from one of the Toy Story movies. (You know, the, "Is everybody gone? Oh my gosh! My cheeks are killing me!) No, I'm talking about a truly joyful smile. It really is great fun.

When was the last time you stopped and thought of something wonderful and let a smile spread right across your face?

Take a moment to smile! It really is fun.

I hope you have a wonderful rest of this week as we draw to the closing chapter of 2011.
The new year of 2012 with all of its newness, surprises, and adventures is just around the corner.

Simply,
Sarah

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-25T20:41:00.001-06:00

Merry Christmas everyone!

I hope you are and have been enjoying celebratory times with family and friends.

Sometimes it's just plain fun to jump.

Sometimes it is just plain fun to smile.

And, sometimes it is just plain lovely to take time to contemplate while wearing a red hat upon your head.

I'm feeling immensely blessed!

Luke 2:7

"And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in swaddling cloths and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn." (ESV)

Simply,
Sarah

P.S. Photos taken by my wonderful sister!

Spill ink to the page...

2011-12-21T22:33:00.000-06:00

Today was a grand day.

Really. It was.

There was quality time spent, song writing creativelyaccomplished, laughter, cookies, tea, more laughter, a completed word puzzle,more singing, listening to certain songs way too much, dancing, more laughter, yummyfood, and more family time.

Yes, it was a grand day.

I’ve just spent a good bit of time with my paper journaland an ink filled pen.

Isn’t it wonderful to be able to hold a pen in your handand mark down onto paper whatever you need to express, think through, prayabout, and process?

My journal is filling up quickly. I write and then Iwrite even more. Words pour forth and sometimes songs or poems begin their little prose life within journal pages. I learn lessons as Iwrite and even grow. Writing is a journey. My journals are documenting my journey oneday, one sentence, one word at a time.

Sometimes journal pages are filled while sitting over a cozy cup of tea as in the picture above.
Sometimes they are filled while sitting cris-cross-applesauce on my bed.
Sometimes I'm smiling and silly as I write.
And, sometimes, I'm working through something.

I process well on paper. There are times I just need to sit and write and process through spilling upon a page. Then, I talk. Tonight was a mixture of smiles and silly journal filling. But, it was also processing. Good, but also complex.

Emotions and thoughts can be fickle things. Yes, yes, they can. Sometimes things need to spill onto a page to be re-read, prayed over, and tenderly discussed. Sometimes it is good to write so fast so the words that need to be expressed spill upon the page. Yes, sometimes it is very good.

I'm so thankful for ink filled pens and pages waiting to be filled as I journey on; whatever that daily looks like.

Do you journal?
Can you identify with the need to process upon a page?

Simply,
Sarah

Sink in music...

2011-12-20T17:16:00.000-06:00

Music that makes you dance and sometimes causes you to just want to rest stretched out on the floor with your eyes closed to let it sink in. Yes, beautiful music.

That's how I feel about this song. And, the music video is beautiful.

Go have a pleasant listen....

But, be warned, you may find yourself swaying, closing your eyes as it graces your ears, or playing it over and over again.

Happy Tuesday to you!

I'm off to hopefully bake some bread tonight.

Simply,
Sarah

In the midst of a waiting place...

2011-12-19T21:49:00.000-06:00

There are times in life that it really feels like I'm in awaiting place as Dr. Seuss once wrote about-

"The Waiting Place...

...for the people just waiting.

Waiting for a train to go

or a bus to come, or a plane to go

or the mail to come, or the rain to go

or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow

or waiting around for a Yes or No

or waiting for their hair to grow.

Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite

or waiting for wind to fly a kite

or waiting around for Friday night

or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake

or a pot to boil, or a Better Break

or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants

or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.

Everyone is just waiting." -From Oh, the Places You'll Go! by Dr. Seuss


This picture reminded me of waiting. Why? Because, I'm a simple gal that loves to be barefooted. And, a simple gal that does some of her best thinking about waiting while picking apart flowers/plants amidst patches of sunshine mixed with shade. (Photo Credit Link.)

I’ve never been very good at being in the waiting place.Well, at least not when things aren't clearly defined like how long I’ll be there,when I will transition out of the waiting, and so on. I’ve always liked thingsto be clear cut. I’ve gotten better at waiting, trusting, and not having amelt-down if the tiniest change in plans occurs. (Exhibit A: When I was littleif my Momma changed the order of errands we had planned on running in theafternoon without telling me, I sometimes had major melt downs in the backseat. Oh. Yes.) But, even though I have improved greatly, in all honesty Istill like things to be orderly, on time, and clear cut.

Relationships aren’t always that way. In fact, maybe relationshipsare never that way completely. So, this rather clear cut, practical, structureloving gal might be having a bit of a difficult time in the midst of a, well,what might be defined as relational waiting place. I don’t know when it will betime for me to transition out of said waiting place, what the outcome will be,or well, much of anything at all. I’m in the waiting place. Not twiddling mythumbs, but also working hard to not pull my hair out.

I’ve found myself repeating Philippians 4:6-7 in my minda lot lately-

“…do not be anxious about anything, butin everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests bemade known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses allunderstanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (ESV)

In life, I want my sight to be fixed onHim most of all. Not to say that I’m not seeing or looking upon anything elseor anyone else around me in life, but I want my focus on Him most of all.Sometimes I get so caught up in over-thinking especially when I’m in the midstof a “waiting place”. But, I’m so thankful for the truth of those verses- Hispeace really does surpass all understanding and really does guard my heart andmind as I pray and humbling bring my requests before Him with thanksgiving.

Being in the waiting place isn’t easy,but thankfully the waiting places can also be growing places. In the midst ofwaiting and processing possible transitions I continue to find peace in Him.And, I have some of the most amazing parents in the world that share wisdom andhelp keep me well grounded in the midst of the waiting places and transitionstages of life. (I love you Momma and Papa!)

So, I continue to trust, take deep breaths, and pick apart flowers and plants in the midst of waiting places and possible transitions of life.

Have you experienced waiting places too?

Simply,

Sarah

When in need of a white elephant gift...

2011-12-19T18:54:00.000-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you are having a Magnificent Monday! Over this past weekend my youth group and I enjoyed a festive white elephant gift exchange. We each brought silly and ridiculous gifts. There were many creative gifts (and wrappings) such as a giant plush monkey hidden inside a large clear bag of packing peanuts, a cheese head hat, and a book on the history of flatulence. (Doesn't the word flatulence in place of other descriptive words make the concept a little less awkward? haha) All in all, it was great fun!

I went home with Ramen noodles, but I also got to bring home the pretty ribbon that was around the wrapping. Hooray for pretty ribbons!

As I thought about what to bring I thought I would give a bag of random items. As I began putting random little items into a bag, I thought, "Something is missing..." So, what did I do? I wrote a poem of course!

I thought I would share the poem here and possibly bring a bit of extra cheer to your Monday.

White Elephant Gift

Here is a compassfor helping you know which way to go.

Here is a post cardto write about your travels abroad.

Here is a trophyfor all the things you learn from the tomorrows.

And, a flower toshow proudly upon your returning arrival.

If you ever yearnfor an adventure,

Just read this poemand look upon this stash,

Then let yourimagination transport you in a dash,

To the far off landor sea,

And, you’ll be aworld traveler through the reading of poetry!

After reading the poem the recipient found that I had included a toy compass, post card from Alaska, a mini-trophy, and a fabric flower. So, when in need of a white elephant gift...write a poem!

I hope you are enjoying your Monday and that maybe my silly bit of poetry made it even brighter.

Simply,

Sarah

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Seeing beauty and a name...

2011-12-17T20:13:00.000-06:00

There is beauty.
There is beauty to be found and beauty waiting to be noticed.

Today as I got out of the car after doing a bit of shopping, I noticed this little tiny flower weed. There beneath the bare tree with decaying leaves all about; there was the tiny flower-weed blossoming with a tiny shout of color. I might have over looked such beauty. I could have walked right past. But, this time I saw. I saw and the shout of color moved me to run inside place my purchases aside and grab that trusted camera of mine.

Sometimes, there is beauty that I almost miss, that must be pointed out to me. Like this picture...

My sister noticed the beautiful reflection from the back seat of the car. We were about to be off on our way to church. We were late. My camera sat on my lap, but I was distracted. I can't stand being late. I was over thinking things, my sister had to remind me to see the beauty of the moment. I'm so glad she reminded me.

I'm so glad that Daddy God helps me not overlook His glory even in the small moments. Moments where beauty takes my breath away. Like the beauty of a newborn baby, of a Daddy lovingly playing with a child, the depth of another's eyes, and walking by my window to see the tree that had turned all new shades of color over night. So, I held my breath and took my camera to capture again...

Maybe I should name my camera Desislava.

Desislava- Search for glory; finding glory. (Source.)

After all, it helps me search for glory and for beauty. Maybe I will name it that. Then every time I hold it in my hands I can remember to search for glory; the glory of my Daddy God. And, as I search for glory, I have a feeling I'll notice beauty all along the way.

Simply,
Sarah

When I spend time with one I love...

2011-12-14T16:41:00.001-06:00

When I spend time with one I love we might be fantastically creative.
When I spend time with one I love I pick out activities with them in mind.
When I spend time with one I love there will most certainly be smiles and laughter shared.
And, when I spend time with one I love I can lose all track of time.

That is a good description of a craft time I recently had with my precious little brother. J and I put together a foam gingerbread bakery. (The craft kit had all needed supplies within one box!) We worked on it for over an hour, laughed, smiled, and enjoyed being creative. (We even enjoyed being a bit messy! Glitter as fine as powdered-sugar is not for the faint of heart crafter!)
And, most of all, I spent time with one I love. Because I very much so love this little guy that is growing up one day at a time.

Want to see our fantastic creation? I hope so because it is a very festive looking bakery!

Here is the front of our gingerbread bakery. Complete with glitter snow!

My family and I recently enjoyed watching the latest edition of Prep and Landing. (Watch Prep and Landing Videos: here!) Well, J decided we needed to make our very own Ginger-Elf complete with parachute and hat on the side of the bakery.

Our candy tree in the back.

Side with windows and gum-drops!

And, this little gingerbread man will soon become a ginger-Santa. Jeremiah gave him little red gloves and asked me to make him a hat and bag.

Isn't it fun to take time with one you love, make memories, and be creative?

Have you made any good holiday memories recently?

Simply,
Sarah

Eye-sparkler moments...

2011-12-12T19:04:00.000-06:00

Today I want to write about the sort of nights that there are filled with eye-sparkler moments.

Photo credit to the splendid artist! (Link)

That is what I got to experience this past Friday.

It began with resting, relaxing, and well, primping a bit before the evening arrived.
I applied make-up, braided and heated a few curls into place, put on my favorite pair of heels and my black "I feel like a lady in this" dress. (It may also be the dress that brings tears of love to a Papa's eyes when he sees his not so little, yet always little girl in it.)

Then it was off to the event. Almost late, but there before it began we arrived. The event was a play that my younger sister, youngest brother and many friends were taking part in. It was based on the book, The Best Christmas Pageant Ever. The play was filled with wonderful moments of laughter and even a moment that melted my heart as I saw the hard exterior of one of the characters melt away in a moment of vulnerability. It was a great show and I'm very proud of my siblings and friends that took part in it!

After the play was a time filled with socializing, dancing, smiling, and laughing.

I feel like I'm at such a better place health wise.Which made the night all the more enjoyable since I was able to stay the entire time and dance.

Now, you may be wondering what any of this has to do with a sparkler or sparking.
You see, sometimes at such events there are moments that make my eyes sparkle like Fourth of July sparklers in the cover of night.

That picture isn't from that night, but it gives a small glimpse of the sparkle that was in my eyes in those moments.

Moments like...
Laughter that felt like it richly welled up from the very tips of my toes.
Smiles shared with friends so much that cheeks got sore.
Watching my parents sway.
Swaying with my Daddy as he told me he loves me.

Being asked to dance.

And so much more that is too much to write.
Those were sparkler moments and memories that I cherish and store.
The night wasn't perfection.
But, what more would "perfection" have given than all the eye-sparkler moments that made my eyes shine from within?
I choose to stop thinking about what I could have done better and instead smile upon the night as a whole. The whole; imperfection and sparkles all in one memorable package.

Have you ever had eye-sparkler moments?

Simply,
Sarah

I have a new nickname...

2011-12-10T18:00:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you have been enjoying a wonderful weekend!

I have been given a new nickname in regards to my crocheting skills. Ready for it?
Lightening-hands.
My sister called me that the other night when she saw me crocheting. I guess that means all the crocheting I've been doing lately has improved my speed. I've recently made those newborn hats, two little girl hats, two little girl scarves, a grey beret as a birthday gift, a green beret for myself, and a red sort of crochet style aviator hat. I'm really thankful for the different jobs I've received lately to be paid to crochet different things. It's been a blessing and I really love it when a customer smiles and tells me how happy they are with how it turned out. Happy customers make me happy. I wanted to take a moment to share the finished green beret I made for myself.

Enjoy the pictures!

I enjoyed wearing my hat while I shared a Christmas spoken word on Thursday at a chapel service.

The back of the hat.

I'm really happy with the shade of green that I chose.

Here is a link to the free pattern I used: Beret Pattern This is the third time I've made a hat based off of that pattern and I know it won't be the last. I would suggest the following changes to the pattern though for a snugger fit-

Change round 15 to a repeat of round 13.

Change 17 to a repeat of round 13.

Change 19 to a repeat of round 13.

And, end at round 19 instead of completing rounds 20-21.

Feel free to experiment with different things for the band of this hat. Happy crocheting!

Lastly, I've really been enjoying craft stores lately. Oh my. I really do enjoy them.
With the different crochet jobs I've had lately I've been walking about in craft stores a lot lately. On one of my craft store adventures I found a necklace pendant on clearance. I wanted to take just a minute to share it with you. I think it is lovely to be able to find such fun jewelry pendants and a simple chain all on the same craft aisle.

Moon pendant+simple chain=a lovely new necklace!

I often end my posts with a question to you, my splendid readers. And, I don't always receive answers, but I'm going to continue asking questions anyway.

Do you enjoy craft stores?
Have you been working on any creative projects lately?

I hope you're enjoying this lovely time of year!

Blessings,
Sarah

Baby hats in Papa hands...

2011-12-06T22:41:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I have a lovely treat to share with you! I just finished two precious newborn hats for my cousin and the baby that will soon be born.

For those of you who crochet I made the basics of the hats based on this simple pattern: here. Though, I didn't complete all the rounds called for and added a bit of my own edging. I created the bear ears by learning how to do a sort of half circle: here. To get the ears size I wanted I used an H hook and completed rounds one to four. I made them both out of Vanna's Choice yarn.

I'm so happy with how they turned out and I hope the fit is positively precious!

Want to see some pictures? Great! Here you go!

First I put the hats on a large baby doll we have from when my sister and I were young. Also, my wonderful Daddy helped research the average size of a newborns head to try to get the best fit.

Here are the hats on the doll...

Then I asked my wonderful Papa Bear (my Dad) if I could take a few creative shots of his hands holding the hats. He sweetly agreed.

I must say, seeing such sweet little hats in his big manly hands was beautiful. To think that I and each of my siblings were once so small is overwhelming. Time goes by one day at a time.

Here are the creative pictures...

There you have some sweet little newborn hats to "oooo" and "awww" over. Not that I think I'm all that grand, but because little baby hats are just so sweet.

I hope you are having a nice week so far!

Simply,
Sarah

A Magnificent Monday and a health update...

2011-12-05T17:01:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you're having another Magnificent Monday!
I'm enjoying a low-key day at home. I've cleaned, watched the new spy kids movie, completed today's school (woohoo!), snuggled with my cat, played with my dog, and now writing a blog.

I'm so happy right now! Really!
Do you know why?
Because my health is at a good place. Yes, I still have limitations, but I've been doing so well lately.
I was very busy Thursday through Sunday, but even with the thoughtfully planned activities I'm feeling pretty well and not crashed. Words can't express how blessed I feel with my fewer symptoms, less pain, and more energy. It seems to be that as long as I stay on my supplements and as long as I'm careful about how much I do that I'm staying at a good place and sleeping well. I am so thankful! I could dance a jig of joy.

That's a bit of a health update from me.

I've been crocheting a lot lately, but I unfortunately neglected taking pictures of projects before they went off to their new homes. I'm determined to change that from now on. I will soon have more lovely pictures to share of crochet projects if all goes as planned!

I'm looking forward to an easy going week and a wonderfully pleasant Friday! My sister and one of my brothers are in a play Friday night and there will be lovely dancing afterward. I can't dance a great deal, but I will enjoy what I'm able to do.

Have you been enjoying any crafting lately?
What are you most looking forward to this week?

Simply,
Sarah

CFS/FM Diaries: Relationships...

2011-11-30T09:44:00.001-06:00

For those of you that are newer to my blog, I haveChronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia. This year I began the CFS/FM diariesseries as a way to easily see which of my posts will mainly be about how thosehealth issues are going and things I’m learning from this health journey. Ichose to begin doing that so for those of you who aren’t interested withreading about my health issues can easily skip over these posts and those thatare interested specifically in these posts can easily find them.

With that being said today I’d like to write about someof the ways relationships have been impacted due to the changes and limitationsthat are brought on by chronic illness.

Relationships.

My health issues majorly impact my relationships.

My relationships within my “home” family have grown. They are different, but they have grown.

My relationships within my extended family have eithergrown or become more trying. Thankfully, most of my extended family is open to beingsensitive and supportive of me and my health challenges.

My relationships with friends, true friends, have grown.

Some relationships have ended.

My relationships with acquaintances are well, simplehellos and goodbyes from time to time.

CFS and Fibromyalgia have been and are very trying whenit comes to relationships. Not everyone understands that someone as young andhealthy looking as me has so many limitations.

And, even my family doesn’t fully understand thecomplexities that I feel.

But, I don’t want them to if that means they have to feelit too.

What I really want to write about today is making newrelationships and a future possible relationship.

My health issues have become my new normal. It is muchlike riding waves of good and not so good, but I’m learning the rhythm and howto make things less destructive by not overdoing.

But, it is always interesting meeting new people andpossibly getting to know them more.

My health issues are my normal now and as crazy as itsounds sometimes I forget what the old normal was like. I have moments where I forget that noteveryone has daily pain, or could crash if they tried to go run around playingsports, or that others simply have more energy than I. So, as I get to knowpeople I’m sometimes caught off guard all over again by how different it is formost people to identify with my day to day life.

Some people just won’t get it. And, sometimes it is hardto know how much to share, how much not to share, or if I should even stateexactly why I’m not able to do such or such. Thankfully, I'm still a person with interests, that lives creatively, and has beliefs and passions that tie me to others even though my life looks very different. I recently met a sweet andlovely heart gal and as we visited briefly over the weekend I wasunsure of how much to share what is so hard to sometimes express in words. Iprayed for guidance and a few days later I felt led to send her a link to theblog post I wrote in May that is about my health story. I wouldn’t do that witheveryone. Because well, sometimes it makes people uncomfortable or like, “Whydoes she think I want to know this?” I have found though that when I meetpeople who seem to genuinely care it is really nice to be able to later givethem a link that they can either read all of the way, part of the way, or notat all.

I continue to be thankful that I wrote out my story andposted it on my blog.

Chronic illness has changed how I approach and think aboutrelationships, but it isn’t impossible to build them and keep them up. It justhas new challenges. And, as selfish as it may sound, you really have to be wisein what relationships you invest in. When energy is limited there needs to bewisdom in even how many relationships you invest in. Though, I think even whenI was healthy that was a lesson I could have better applied to my life.

I’m thankful for wonderful friends that have continuedour friendship even in the midst of difficulties with my health, when I've cancelledplans, and for their taking time to try to understand little bits of my lifenow.

I love them and they are dear to me. I hope I’m ablessing to them at least as much as they are a blessing to me.

The last relationship topic I’ve been thinking about thepast few months is if I’m ever blessed with what I call my “someone” someday.You know, that special guy that may be out there. (I got the idea to thinking ofhim as my “someone” from that song in the musical The Music Man.)

A few months ago a realization smacked me straight in theface-

When I’m in a serious relationship he is going to have tocome see me on a very bad day.

Oy.

Now, I’m not all that concerned about the right guycoming along. I’m trusting.

But, that was a realization.

He will have to come spend time with me on a bad day. Thesort of day where I might be hurting really badly, where the pain hurts so much I cry, haven’t showered in a fewdays, run a fever, and have a hard time talking because I feel so rotten. He is going to be a very special guy to learn to accept my limitations, symptoms, and come see me on a very bad day.

Now, who knows, maybe someday I won’t have any more baddays or I’ll miraculously be better.

I’m not ruling that out, but I’m also being honest withthe fact that this may be my life the rest of the time I walk this earth. ThatI’ll have great days, not so good days, and just plain very bad days health wise.

I’ll live with limitations.

So, with the possibility that things may not improve itis important to think about.

If my “someone” is out there, he’s a super special guy.Actually, he’s beyond super special.

And, I trust in God’s perfect timing our relationshipwill progress and, friendship, love, trust, romance, apologies and forgivenesswhen we each make mistakes, marriage, and so much more would come to be. I’mtrusting and I’m realizing that there are some special/different parts of thatjourney that would be a part of our lives due to my health issues. But, if itis meant to be, it will happen.

There you have the thoughts and ponderings I’ve hadlately in regards to relationships.

I'll be writing a health update soon!

And, possibly a post on lessons I'm learning about how to better balance during the holidays.

Simply,

Sarah

Magnificent Monday: Christmas memories...

2011-11-28T20:15:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you are having a Magnificent Monday!
If you are like me this is an odd Monday of trying to get back into the regular swing of things after the holiday week before.

Today I thought I would share two pictures from our decorating this season.

First there are these lovely little snow angels...

My Momma has had that lovely trio as long as I can remember and we enjoy putting them out each year. They always put a smile on my face.

Then we have our lovely tree...

One thing I really like about our tree is that we aren't a "match-y match-y" bunch, the sort with ornaments that all go together. (Not that there is anything wrong with that.) We're instead a Christmas tree of the memory mixture. Each ornament has a memory attached like a tag. I'll take that over matching any day.

As I type this my little brother is currently watching his third Christmas movie of the day and enjoying every bit of it. It's that time of year!

Do you have any holiday decorations up yet?
What are some of your favorite movies to watch this time of year?

Have a splendid rest of your Magnificent Monday!

Blessings!

Simply,
Sarah

The meanderings of Monday-Wednesday...

2011-11-26T15:49:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

Yesterday I shared about my lovely Friday with all of you and now I would like to jump back to earlier in the week and share about it.

Monday my family and I excitedly awaited the arrival of my Momma's brother Bill and his wife Brenda. Momma grew up in Alaska which is where they are from so it is extra special when we get to see spend time with them.
We were blessed to spend most of Monday night through part of Wednesday with them. It was a very splendid time!

(Uncle Bill and Aunt Brenda, if you are reading this, I'm thankful for both of you and the wonderful time we had with you this week!)

Here is a lovely picture of the two of them...

Tuesday we celebrated our Aunt's birthday. Dana and I had secretly been plotting and planning some creative birthday gifts for her. Dana made her a lovely little jewelry set and I made a new hat.

Here are a few picture of those...

(For all of you crochet gals/guys this hat was a fun crocheted beret based off of a red heart pattern. I made it out of an echo-blend by red heart. To see the free pattern click: here. I had to make a few changes because the band of the hat was working up a bit too big. But, all in all this was a fun pattern! I'm planning to make myself one in forest green soon.)

Dana had a lot of fun creating these lovely pieces. Some of it is actually repurposed from broken jewelry!

We both enjoyed giving them to our Aunt and seeing her smile over them.

The day that they headed out all of us went and enjoyed a bit of fresh air.

Here are a few pictures from that day...

Busy bee.

Brothers enjoy the rocks.

My lovely Sissy.

Flickr: Link

Enjoying the look of the trees.

Just simple little me.

Little buddy exploring.

Little buddy is our adventurer.

My sweet Momma.

Butterfly enjoying the blooms.

And, to finish off the picture show and tell, a few creative shots...

Flickr: Link

There you have my wonderful Monday through Wednesday.

I'm thankful for the lovely times with my Aunt and Uncle, new memories made, and the nice sunshine.
God is good.

Did you enjoy time with family this week?

Simply,
Sarah

Thankful for Friday adventures...

2011-11-25T21:30:00.000-06:00

Hello everyone!

For those of you here in the USA I hope you are having a lovely week of Thanksgiving!
What memories have you made this week?
What things have you enjoyed?

As the picture above shows, I am thankful.
Goodness, I am so very thankful.

This week has been very blessed and a time with family, making good memories, singing, writing, praying, crafting, and a time of giving thanks. My heart is brim full with joy. Truly.

I can't wait to share with you pictures and stories of this lovely week and the weekend to come!
I'll take just a moment to share a few fun pictures of my Friday.

I didn't participate in any of the crazy lines today, but I did go do a bit of shopping and I even found a few great deals! I like to take my time and not stress about getting the items I'm shopping for. After all, it is only stuff, and though I enjoy stuff, it isn't worth stressing over.

Here are a few fun pictures from my Friday adventures...

First I wore a festive outfit...

Then of course a little jingle to my jolly jangle was in order...

I went off and finished most of my Christmas shopping and found this lovely coat at a marvelous price...

It even has a hood...

The hood made me think of a certain little red gal going off to see her Grandmother. Which of course meant a bit of pretend play was in order...

Then there was this lovely hat found too... I must be enjoying red today...

Then I grabbed a cup of herbal tea with my amazing Momma...

All in all it was a wonderful Friday filled up with lovely stuff!

I would like to add that today I'm thankful for...

God's blessings,
Family,
Christmas music during car rides,
A voice to sing,
Legs to walk,
Kind greeters and workers at stores,
Smiles on faces,
Bells ringing and coins clinking into red buckets,
Tea time with Momma,
Red,
Laughter,
Hugs,
Good talks,
Texting,
Pictures,
Helping others in small ways,
The outgoing little girl,
And so much more.

How did you spend your Friday?

I look forward to sharing more from this week soon!

Have a beautiful evening!

Blessings!

Simply,
Sarah

It's the week of Thanksgiving...

2011-11-22T08:36:00.000-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you're enjoying a splendid week leading up to Thanksgiving! I'm enjoying lots of family time this week. My blogging will probably be a be light in quantity this week due to spending special time with family that is in town a few days and all the Thanksgiving festivities. But, in all honesty, blogging isn't a priority over family.

What are you looking forward to this week?

I'm looking forward to more quality time with family, yummy pumpkin bars, transitioning into the Christmas season after Thursday, and crocheting.

Speaking of crocheting, I'm going to have many lovely crocheted pieces/pictures to share with all of you wonderful readers soon! I've been hired to create a sweet little hat and scarf set for two little girls as well as I'm working on a few lovely gifts. I look forward to sharing the fruit of my creative workings!
I told my sister a few days ago that with how much crochet work I've been doing with my hands I feel as though I'm an elf off in a winter workshop.

Well, I believe that will be all for today. I truly hope that you have a blessed week filled with Thankfulness even in the midst of anything difficult. After all, it's easy to be thankful when things are great and grand; it's more than a little challenging to choose thankfulness in the midst of the hard and difficult.

And, dear readers, I'm thankful for you today. I'm thankful for those of you who follow, comment, read, and those of you who I know in person that have let me know you're a reader. Thank you for taking time to read the musings of this simple gal.

Blessings!

Simply,
Sarah

My Mema, the songbird...

2011-11-19T16:07:00.001-06:00

That is my Mema.

I spent a special time with her today at her group home. She doesn't remember me.
But, I don't let that overwhelm me. Instead, I treasure each moment, each smile, each squeeze of my hand, and each hug.

She and some of the other residents and family members had a spontaneous sing along today.
I sang too. My heart overflowing with the treasure of hearing Mema sing like a song bird again. My heart is full to the brim with joy. Her memory may be fading, but my love for her is not.

She still smiles.
She still sings.
She still breathes.
I still love her.

There was an older couple there today. The wife is losing her memories.
But, he still loves her.
Some people my age think it is gross to see two elderly people kiss, but I say it is beautiful.
That is love.
To love when the one you love is fading as memories slip away.
To say I love you many more times in a day since she will forget that you said it after awhile.
To kiss her and tell her she is your darling.
He helps her sing the hymns they once sung for many years.
His eyes are filled with love for her.

Oh, to have a love lasting like that. A love like that is more precious than any sum of money.
A love that goes beyond the "what makes me happy" mentality.
A love that goes beyond the way they physically look.
A love that is faithful and staying even though I know a part of his heart must be breaking each time he has to leave her again. But, he knows it is best, so his love he will continue to profess and confess as long as he can.

My heart is brim full with joy as I tuck away these memories.
I'm so thankful for this time with her, everyone there, and my Daddy today.

I hope you are having a wonderful weekend full to the brim with joy.

Simply,
Sarah

Heart of thanks- days 16-18...

2011-11-18T22:04:00.001-06:00

Day 16- I'm thankful for this home. This roof over my head, the warmth it brings in winter and the cool it brings in summer. I'm thankful for power and clean running water. I'm thankful for it. I don't care if it isn't in perfect condition or if there are imperfections. I don't care if there is a bit of worn paint there or chipped tile there- it is beautiful. I'm so grateful for this house that is a home because of the love of family.

Day 17- I'm so thankful for family. Family that makes a house a home. Family that loves, hugs, nurtures, and encourages. I'm thankful for family that isn't family by blood, yet we are still related. I'm thankful for my precious Mema that I'll see tomorrow, for my Aunt and Uncle coming to town next week, for the rest of the family that I'll see on Thanksgiving day, and the family that I won't be able to see such as my other Uncle and Grandma. I'm so thankful for everyone.

Day 18- I'm not married. In fact I'm currently very single.
But, I'm going to take today to be thankful for my parent's marriage. I'm so thankful for my parent's marriage. I'm thankful for the example that they set and for the commitment they have. It isn't perfect, it isn't a fairytale that ended in happily ever after, after the wedding, but it is special. By grace they choose to grow, to say sorry, to forgive, to grant grace, and to make needed changes. I'm so thankful for their marriage.

Thank You Daddy God for the many gifts and blessings You have blessed me with. I'm so thankful!

What are you thankful for today, friends?

Simply,
Sarah

Heart of thanks photo credit goes to Jen. If you want to join in the Heart of Thanks series click here.

Guest post: Thankfulness...

2011-11-18T10:18:00.001-06:00

Good morning everyone!

Today I want to share a guest post from the lovely blogger Sarah from on the brightside!

I recently contacted her asking if she would be interested in writing a guest post on thankfulness. She sweetly accepted and I'm excited to share her lovely thoughts and picture with all of you. Enjoy!

I recently heard something that really stuck with me... "Giving thanks always produces joy!"

So often we only show our gratitude to God when life is going good... but as long as we exist on this earth, life will be great sometimes & other times not. True joy is not found in a perfectly happy life, but it is found in giving thanks to the LORD "in all circumstances". I have found that no matter what is happening, there is always something to be thankful for! Realizing how blessed we are & thanking God for those blessings will bring a spring of JOY to our lives! So, let's make a point to thank the LORD for what he has done for us, not just during Thanksgiving, but all year round.

Here are a few verses that I have been meditating over the last few days, in honor of "Giving Thanks"...

Deuteronomy 8:10-11

"When you have eaten & are satisfied, praise the LORD your God for the good land He has given you. Be careful that you do not forget the LORD your God..."

Deuteronomy 8:17-18

"You may say to yourself, 'My power and the strength of my hands have produced this wealth for me.' But remember the LORD your God, for it is He who gives you the ability to produce wealth..."

James 1:17

"Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows."

We have a beautiful reason to give thanks everyday, because we have hope & joy that only comes from the love of God!

Thanks again for doing this guest post Sarah.

I hope everyone has a lovely weekend!

Unexpected kindness...

2011-11-16T20:16:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

How has your Wednesday been?

Today I want to share of some unexpected kindness...

Today I ponder acts of kindness.

Often, they are incredibly unexpected.

I've been on the receiving end of acts of kindness recently.

Due to my health issues I haven't gotten my drivers license

And, with a permit in my pocket I had barely begun learning the art of driving at age 15.

It's odd for someone my age who has once held a permit to not be driving yet.

It caused the insurance company to need to check again why I'm not yet on my parents insurance.

The kind lady who called talked to Momma a little bit

Listened as Momma simply shared a condensed version of this journey of mine.

Momma spoke of the lady named Kathy and her kindness.

She told Momma dear that she would be praying for me.

That's nice isn't it?
She took time to listen,

Said she would pray.

Wasn't that a lovely act of kindness in a simple way?

The story becomes even better...

She sent a Hallmark card in the mail from multiple staff members.

They each took time to write me a little note,

Let me know that they're praying for me,

And simply say a few encouraging words.

This is an insurance company.

I've never met any of them.

My parents don't personally know any of them.

They simply lived out kindness.

It's incredible.

They are people,

Human,

And they took time to be kind.

In a world filled with people hiding secret wrongs,

Hearts heavy with worry,

And many broken things-

I'm reminded of His love and kindness,

And that there is still kindness being lived out by some human-beings.

When was the last time you lived out unexpected kindness?

May we all take time to shine light,

Take time to be kind.

Simply,

Sarah

Heart of thanks days 11-15...

2011-11-15T12:45:00.001-06:00

Taking time to post my days of thanks for November 11^th-15^thtoday.

Day 11- Mmm…Yes. I am thankful for Your love. Your lovethat is so far beyond our wishy-washy confused human love. Love that is morethan “I love that purse” or “I love that movie” kind of love. Love that isn’tcareless. Your love- I’m thankful for your love.

Day 12- Something simple…I’m thankful for the simple waythat a soap bubble landing upon my hand placed a giant smile upon my face.

Day13- I’m thankful for this day, the newness of it, andthe blessing of it. In an unexpected moment there could be no more tomorrows.Not to be morbid, but that is so true. So, thank You for the todays that turninto yesterdays and the living in the moment of today that I’ve been blessed todo.

Day 14- There are so many friends that I’m thankful for,but today I’m going to have to write again about Sara Beth. My sistershippingsister that travels along the oceans of life near my side. She is beautiful andI’m so thankful for our growing friendship.

Day 15- You are wise. While I see only a small portion ofthis picture called life, You see it all. Thank You for Your wisdom that is somuch greater.

What are you thankful for today?

Simply,
Sarah

Heart of thanks photo credit goes to Jen. If you want to join in the Heart of Thanks series click here.

Some yummies for your tummies...

2011-11-15T11:38:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you are having a lovely Tuesday! I'm looking forward to finishing up some more school work, crocheting with the yarn I purchased last night, and enjoying time with my family.
What are you enjoying today?

I wanted to finally share the recipe for some yummies for your tummies. (Yes, I know yummies isn't a real word, but it is certainly a pleasant sounding made up word!)

The recipe was originally over at Kelly's lovely blog The Pretty Bee, but I tweaked it with some changes to make it more to my liking as well as dietary needs. (I don't do well with white flour or white sugar.)
I hope you enjoy the pictures and recipe. They are very yummy pumpkin-chocolate bars!

-PumpkinChocolate Chip Bars-

Ingredients:

2cups of wheat flour (Spooned and leveled)

1teaspoon cinnamon

1teaspoon baking soda

¾teaspoon salt

1stick of unsalted butter melted or at room temperature

½cup unsweetened applesauce

1cup of brown sugar

¼cup honey

1large egg

2teaspoons vanilla extract

1cup canned pumpkin puree

2/3package (8 ounces) semisweet chocolate chips

Directions:

1. Preheatoven to 350 degrees. Line bottom and sides of a 9-by-13-inch baking pan withfoil, leaving an overhang on all sides. In a medium bowl, whisk together flour,cinnamon, baking soda, and salt; set aside.

2. Withan electric mixer (or by hand) cream butter, applesauce and sugar on mediumhigh speed until smooth; beat in egg and vanilla until combined. Beat inpumpkin puree (mixture may appear curdled). Reduce speed to low, and mix in dryingredients until combined. Fold in chocolate chips.

3. Spreadbatter evenly in prepared pan. Bake until edges begin to pull away from sidesof pan and a toothpick inserted in center comes out with just a few moistcrumbs attached, 35 to 40 minutes. Cool completely in pan.

4. Liftcake from pan (using foil as an aid) Peel off foil, and use a serrated knife tocut into squares.

You will have a hard time keeping others from getting their hands on them.

Yum, yum, yum!

My pumpkin-choco bar ready to eat. It was scrumptious.

Simply,
Sarah

Authentic People: blog party...

2011-11-12T20:12:00.001-06:00

Getting to know you, getting to know all about you…

As I began thinking about writing this post and joiningin blog party over at the Authentic People blog party the song from themusical The King and I came to my mind. (Oh yes, I am indeed a partaker in theenjoyment of old musicals. Call it nerdy if you want, but I’ll keep onpartaking in that loveliness.)

So, here I am listening to the song while I type thispost. I type in hopes of getting to know other bloggers and for them to get toknow me too.

My name is Sarah and I have been blogging since April of this year. To me, blogging is a lot of things.
It is a way to express, a way to connect, a way to share, a way to keep in touch, and a way to bless.
My hope for this little blogger abode is that I will build and stay connected with good relationship, share my heart and creativity, and that I will be able to in my own small way encourage and bless others.

A few quirky and odd things about me are that I’m amusical nerd, I dance and sing rather of key a lot, I’m a tad obsessed with kid'sshows, I consider an enjoyable action flick Cars Two, I'm not a big fan of socks so I don't have very good looking feet from running around barefooted, I'm a dreamer, I'm "let's look on the bright-side" sort of person, and I hate tiny spiders.

One of my favorite items in my house is a tea-cup that has the word nurturing in the inside and flowers with green accents on the outside. It was a birthday gift from a very special ladythat has blessed me a lot over the years.

I adore animated movies!!! To name a few UP, Wall-E, allToy Story movies, How to Train Your Dragon, Tangled, and many, many more!

My favorite household chore is sweeping or doing disheswhen working/singing with someone else by my side.

If I were suddenly standing in line at a coffee shop Iwould probably order some form of hot herbal tea.

(I have to avoid most caffeine.)

My favorite pizza topping is zucchini.

I definitely enjoy playing games and a few of myfavorites have to be spoons, phase 10, the last word, and Uno.

I’ve never dyed my hair and I don’t ever plan to.

I like hardwood floors to walk about on though carpet isdandy too.

The last thing to make me laugh would have to be a newinside joke that my family keeps bringing up.

The song that just popped in my head was Candlelight byRelient K.

Let's see...a few other odds and ends...

I've always been a word gal, I enjoy crafting of many different types, I wrote my about me page as an imaginative journey, and I seem to connect with people everywhere I go.

My Momma calls me a mixture of an old soul and child at heart.

I truly enjoy bubbles, balloons, flowers, and spending time with family and friends.

I love musically worshiping outdoors.

My favorite flowers are daisies.

I write poetry.

Sometimes I write songs.

I'm saved by grace and not of myself.

I'm living a life unexpected, but filled with joy.

That is a bit about me.

If you want to get to know me more feel free to browse the blog, my "A bit about me" page, email me or comment with any questions.

I look forward to getting to know you other lovely bloggers that are participating in the blog party!

Time to burst in song as I'm off to get to know the others that have joined the party.

Here's to getting to know you!

Blessings!

Simply,

Sarah

Photo Credit-Nic Pettersson.

Learning to dream spark again...

2011-11-12T18:41:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you’re having a marvelous weekend so far!

A few days ago I wrote a post about dream sparks. (If you haven't read that yet, this post might make more sense if you read that first.)

Flickr: Link

Today Iwanted to write a bit of what has been on my own heart lately when it comes todreaming. At the beginning of this year my health was terrible. I honestly felt the worst I had ever felt before. From January to sometimes late this summer I honestly stopped dreaming. Part of the time I was simply too focused on surviving the daily issues and pain that I was experiencing to take time to dream. Then I became so focused on the loss of my old dreams. I had given Daddy God the desires and dream sparks that I had when I was healthy, but I honestly was mourning them. I've always been a planner and my plans seemed so set before I began this health journey. It was hard to set them aside.

Over this journey and time He has been helping me give Him my dreams. And, as the old dreams are placed on a sort of shelf where if He so chooses, one day I may have them again to spark and light reality candles. Or, those past dreams may never spark again. Yet, even in the midst of surrendering things that mean a lot to me, He is so good. Almost without my realizing it, He has begun to help me dream again!

He didn't just ask for the old dreams and leave me with nothing. After a season of grieving He is helping me to dream new dream sparks.

I can't tell you how joyful I am! I'm so thankful for the new dreams He is placing within me and helping me fuel. I don't know how things are going to unfold. Tomorrow is a new day and not even guaranteed, but I am so thankful for the work He is doing in me.

He is helping me not be afraid of dream sparks that He grants.

He is helping me prayerfully consider reality candles.

Some dreams sparks may not end in reality candles being lit, but I'm trusting Him.

He knows the desires of my heart yet He also knows what I truly need.

He sees the whole picture.

Proverbs 16:8 says-

"The heart of man plans his way,
but the Lord establishes his steps."

So, though I plan and dream in my heart I ask and trust that as I seek Him, He will establish my steps.

As some of my dream sparks are fueled and tended I hope to share this journey of maybe even lighting reality candles.

I'm dream sparking again. I'm so thankful that He is and has been helping me over the past few months dream spark new dreams again.

Have you ever set dreams aside and had new ones come and take their place later on?

Has it ever been hard to let go off previous plans or dreams?

Have a truly blessed rest of your weekend!

Simply,

Sarah

Dream Sparks...

2011-11-10T21:54:00.001-06:00

Flickr: Link

Dreams…

I can’t speak for everyone, but I would venture to saythat most of us have them. We have hopes for the future, dreams we want topursue, and ideas that we ponder and unfold.

I was reminded of that last week. A beautiful worker at aGoodwill store was checking out my purchases at the cash register. She and Iare night and day by the color of our skin, but that doesn’t change her beauty,that we’re both human, and that we both have dreams. She noticed a plate andmug that I was purchasing and she mentioned to me that many, many years ago herfamily had owned that style too.

Then she said it-

“If I owned my own antique store I would buy all of thatset and put it in the store.”

In that moment I saw it, a spark of a dream in her eyes.

Maybe someday she will own her own antique store andmaybe that little dream spark will light the candle of reality. Or maybeanother dream spark will occur and a different reality candle will be lit.

Most of all, I hope she keeps having positive dream sparkmoments where her eyes shine like they did then- may they shine even brighter.

Then I wondered, what about that young man over there? Thatwall of a man like my Daddy, he’s the one with a deep scar on his face.

What is his story?

Does he have dreams?

I wonder what they are.

I think most of us have dreams. I think we need to behealthy dreamers and healthy hopers.

I don’t think it is good when we constantly snuff out dreamsparks, when we starve ourselves of needed oxygen and fuel, and when we don’t take time to dream or lightthe candles of reality.

Not to say that all dreams work out.

But, we should be healthy dreamers- of that I have nodoubt.

Flickr: Link

What are your dream-sparks lately?

What reality candles have been lit from dream-sparks thatyou’ve had?

And, have you ever stopped dreaming?

Simply,

Sarah

Heart of Thanks: The Word and the unexpected...

2011-11-10T13:14:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I've gotten a bit behind on posting my Heart of Thanks, so today I'm sharing today's and the past two days before that. This journey of a month of thanks has been really good and caused me to be thoughtful of different aspects of thankfulness.

Day 8- His Word, the Bible. It feeds my soul, it piercesand penetrates like a sharp sword in the best way possible, it guides, itencourages, the words are living and active, and I, I am so very thankful forit.

Daddy God, thank You for Your Word and the ability toread it freely!

Day 9- Forgiveness. Wow. I’m immensely thankful forforgiveness.

The forgiveness I receive from others when I am unkind,hurtful, or simply wrong.

The forgiveness from You that far exceeds what I deserve.

The forgiveness that You have made possible in brokenrelationships in my life.

The forgiveness that has replaced the bitterness that Ionce harbored is so beautiful.

I’m very thankful for forgiveness.

Day 10- I smile at the unexpected beauty of today.

I smile and thank You for little unexpected beauty like asoap bubble floating above the sink, for earrings that trigger precious Grandmamemories, for the realization of dancing, for the yummy surprise chocolatemuffins. I’m thankful for the beauty that is so often unexpected and yetembraced when it is discovered.

What are you thankful for today?

Did any of those touch something in you?

Blessings!

Simply,

Sarah

Maisey's Daisey's- A fun interview...

2011-11-08T12:23:00.001-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you are having a wonderful day! Today I have a fun post to share. I was recently browsing on Etsy when I cam across a fun little shop called Maisey's Daisey's. I fell head over heels for the Eloise headband and really enjoyed browsing the shop. When I read the shop bio I was very interested and pleased to find that the shops inspiration began with a young girl, her beadbox, and creativity. But, don't let me tell it!

Jill and Macy kindly agreed to do an interview for my blog, so you can read it in their own words!

1. Let’s start off with a little introduction. Would you please introduce yourself and your

daughter?

My name is Jill and my daughter’s name is Macy. Our shop name came from a grandparents nickname for Macy and the fact that she loves daisies.

Photo provided by Jill.

2. On your shop page you share about the story behind Maisey’s Daisey’s and how it started with your daughter’s creativity when she was eight years old. Would you please share with my readers and I about the background and inspiration of the shop?

Macy has grown up watching me doing something creative every day whether it was sewing,

knitting, cake decorating, painting or teaching art in her classroom at school. And every day she

was right there by my side, watching, learning and then doing it herself. She has a ton of energy,

and like me, likes to always be doing something rather than sitting still. All it took was that one

afternoon with a beadbox and her creativity, and Maisey’s Daisey’s was born. When people

started purchasing her items, we knew we were on to something fun.

3. Does your daughter make all of the lovely creations that are shown in the shop?

It depends on her school and dance schedules and the time of year. She is able to help more during the summer months when she is out of school and her dance schedule isn’t quite as intense. But she makes as many as she can, when she can. We do go over ideas everyday and she lets me know what her friends think about the headbands she wears, what is in style at the time and what she thinks will

sell well. She has complete creative control and a deﬁnite say in everything that we sell.

4. I have to say that my favorite item in your shop is the Eloise themed daisy headband!

What was the inspiration behind the storybook themed daisies?

It was one of those things where I realized that I didn’t want to have to give up certain things because Macy was growing up and wouldn’t be interested in them anymore - such as storybooks. We all have our favorites and in talking with Macy we decided that we didn’t want to just let the books that we read and loved together sit on the shelf just because she had outgrown them. Why not be nostalgic and (a little retro), purchase some favorites and turn them into headbands? That way you could keep

something meaningful with you as you grew and it would be fashionable at the same time. Girls

and women of all ages have loved wearing the storybook headbands.

5. What are your favorite items in the shop?

The newspaper print headbands are a favorite because they go with anything you wear and all ages can wear them. The candy themed headbands are a favorite because they are such a great conversation piece, and the storybook themed headbands are just so sweet!

6. Do either of you ever wear a Maisey’s Daisey’s headband?

Macy and her older sister Carter wear them all the time! They get such great positive feedback, and it is a fun way to visually spread the word about our shop. We are able to sell a lot of our product by their wearing them, and have been able to create some fun custom orders too!

7. What inspires you and your daughter creatively?

For me it can be just about anything.... it can be something that I see in nature while I’m out running in the morning or something that catches my eye in a book or magazine. For Macy it can be a song that she dances to, or a fun combination that she has learned. Inspiration even comes from just looking at someone and saying “Oh wouldn’t a ﬂower like this on a headband be perfect for her!”

8. Do you have any advice for others that dream of creating their own artistic designs and even

starting their own Etsy business?

I think the most important thing is that you have to love what you do! Don’t be afraid to take the ﬁrst step to making that dream a reality. I really believe that if you believe in yourself and in your talent, you can make it happen. I never would have thought I would be doing something like this, something that was inspired by my daughter, and I feel so lucky that I get to share this experience with her. When you love what you create I think the possibilities become endless, and potential buyers can see the talent and feel the love you put in to your creations too!

9. Before we go, if you could describe Maisey’s Daisey’s in ﬁve words what would you say?

You can’t pick just one!

Thanks again Jill and Macy for doing this interview! I really enjoyed putting it together!

I hope that both of you continue to be creative on a daily basis.

What do you think of Maisey's Daisey's and the story behind it?
What inspires your creativity?

Blessings,
Sarah

Please note edited: This interview was conducted by me without having any expectation of payment in any form of product or otherwise. It was done out of the joy of sharing creativity and the desire to share a story that made me smile. I hope that maybe by sharing their creativity that others are also inspired to take time to be creative too. After Jill saw the final interview I have however been gifted a headband of my choice from Maisey's Daisey's.

Photo credit: The original photos in the product montage were used with permission from Jill from the Etsy shop and were edited into their current state by me.

Heart of Thanks: Kindness and daily bread...

2011-11-07T20:45:00.000-06:00

Today I am participating in the Heart of Thanks series again.

I didn't write yeserday's post yesterday so instead I'm making up for it today.

Day Six-

Kindness. Yes, how I am thankful for His kindness. I am so thankful that He is kind for I am so terribly messy and downright spiteful towards others. If not aloud, in my mind. Just because I'm sometimes keeping it inside doesn't mean it is okay or right.

So, Daddy God, thank You for Your kindness and Your love to even the messiness of me. I'm overwhelmed.

Day Seven-

I am thankful for daily bread and the other foods to nurture my body. Even on the days my stomach doesn't act the way I wish it would, I'm so very thankful for nourishing food.

Thank You, for provision of daily bread and daily tea, and the many foods that nourish me.

What are you thankful for today?

Blessings,
Sarah

Heart of Thanks photo credit goes to Jen.

A Magnificent Monday and a special child...

2011-11-07T20:02:00.000-06:00

Hello everyone!

I hope you've been enjoying another Magnificent Monday! Today as with many Mondays I'm a bit worn out from the events of the weekend. But, it was a great weekend! I found a lovely piece of art while at a thrift store, discovered a big comfy green chair for our family to buy, completed almost all of the bedroom deep clean (hooray for soon being able to do the fun part of nesting) it is so very nice to have a clean room, spent a lovely Sunday in community and with friends, enjoyed the beauty of musical worship beneath an evening sky, and had a good talk with my Momma.
All in all, a wonderful weekend.

What are some of the highlights of your weekend?

I have a few lovely things to share with all of you this week. Among them a post on learning to dream again, an interview, pictures of thrifted finds, a scrumptious food, and maybe a few other things.

As I'm writing this post a funny little story popped into my head. A few friends and I have been and currently are sponsoring a little girl through Compassion International.

We have sent a few letters back and forth and one time this year we sent a picture of all of us to her. On the back we listed our names. When she wrote back she asked a couple of questions about some of us. Out of everyone in the group she asked if one of my friends was a musician (he is) and asked if I was a doctor (I'm not)! I couldn't help but chuckle at that. What caused her based only on a picture to ask those question is such a wonderfully curios thing to me. I can't help but wonder, what characterized him as a musician in a picture? What characterized me in her mind as a doctor? And, what drew the little girl to ask about the two of us out of the group photo?
I suppose I'm just an inquisitive person that takes interest in the way others think sometimes. None the less, it made me smile.

This little girl makes me smile. We may be giving to her, but she is giving to us too. It is more precious to me than words can express. This little girl is precious to my heart. The words that are translated for us to read that she writes, her thoughts, her questions, her prayers, she blesses us- she blesses me.

Have you ever considered sponsoring a child? It's a beautiful blessing.
You can visit Here for more information.

I hope you are having a Magnificent Monday.
I'm thankful for the beauty of the simple things that bring smiles and how so often the giver is a receiver too.

Blessings,
Sarah

Heart of Thanks: Provision...

2011-11-05T20:53:00.000-05:00

Today is day five of the Heart of Thanks series.

Provision. I'm so thankful for the blessing of provision my family and I have.
A roof above our heads,
Food for our bellies,
Supplements and medications to help me feel better,
Pets to snuggle with,
My Dad having a job that pays,
Books to read and learn from,
And, a new big green comfy chair that we will soon move into our living room.

I'm thankful for so many of the things God has blessed us with. The list above doesn't even begin to express all the blessings.

So, Daddy God, I am so very thankful for Your continued provision in my life.

What are you thankful for today?

Blessings,
Sarah

Heart of Thanks photo credit goes to Jen.

Two special people...

2011-11-04T22:32:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!

Today is day four of the Heart of Thanks series.
Want to join in? Just click on the Link above in the red-ish letters to see the full list.

Today I am thankful for two special people. Today I'm thankful for my Grandmothers.

I'll start with my Mema. Though, neither one of them is more important than the other!

My Mema has dementia which is very hard, but I still love her dearly. Some of my favorite things about my Mema is from a very young age the memory of her singing and playing the piano. She has always had the most beautiful voice. I also loved to hear her tell me stories of growing up on a farm and about her family. Mema and I used to play the matching game a lot and she would always tell me that I was really good at it. I love my Mema and the beautiful heart she has. She has always encouraged me to seek God and make wise choices in life. Even though in many ways I've lost the Mema she used to be, she is still extremely special to me.

Daddy God, I'm thankful for Mema. Help me honor her even more.

Now I would like to share about my Grandma.

My Grandma is amazing. She is tall, loving, and well...stubborn. But, I love her anyway. She has a precious dog named G.G. and lives all the way in Alaska. The distance between us is great, but that only makes my love for her greater. On of my favorite memories is of the times we sat and just talked when I spent a bit of the summer in Alaska with her. We had some really wonderful talks and she often told me she is proud of me and the young woman I'm becoming. I also happen to love her sense of humor. She has no qualms with teasing me.

Daddy God, I'm thankful for Grandma. She is so precious and special to me. Help me also better honor her.

I would like to end with one of my favorite quotes of something Grandma once told me on the phone-

I told my Grandma, “I love you.”
She told me, “I love you one mark more.”

Is there someone special you are thankful for today?

Blessings,
Sarah

P.S. I've been feeling rather crummy health wise today and running a low grade fever, but I knew I wasn't going to be able to sleep until I finished writing what was on my heart. Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully I'll feel better.

Heart of thanks photo credit goes to Jen.

New blog changes and a crochet creation...

2011-11-04T13:10:00.001-05:00

I'm excited to share a few things with you today. First, I redesigned my blog button which is shown above! Hooray!

Feel free to use the button code that is placed over on the right panel of my blog if you would like to link back to me.

Yes, that was a shameless blog plug. ;)

Also, I created a "Blogs that Inspire Me" page where I've placed many lovely blog buttons of fellow bloggers.
I'm sure over time the list will continue to grow for there are so many lovely bloggers about in the blog-sphere!

The next thing that I'm excited to share with you is another completed crochet creation. I based the hat off of this free lionbrand pattern. (Please note you have to sign up or sign in to a lion brand account to view patterns, but the sign up is free!)
As I was following the pattern I ended up deciding to take the hat in a different direction as well as make it smaller.

Ready to see?

After I finished crocheting the hat I thought it needed a little extra something. So, I pulled out a few things...

Fabric leaves+an acorn style button+needle+thread+a small square piece of felt+a pin with a back= A leaf brooch to give the hat an autumn touch.

The leaf piece is easily removable and could even be pinned to a shirt or bag to add a bit of autumn color.

I've realized I shouldn't make a habit of taking pictures late at night for I'm not as happy with them when I do. However, in hopes of being more of a authentic blogger I didn't allow the perfectionist in me to go and retake new pictures.

The hat will soon grace the head of my friend Molly. We are participating in a modern day example of the bartering system in action. She will receive the hat and I will receive an original sketch she drew of me.
Would you like to see the sketch and the photo that she based it off of?

I hope you are having a wonderful Friday!

Blessings,
Sarah

A wonderful giveaway to share....

2011-11-03T14:56:00.000-05:00

Hello!

I wanted to come share a lovely giveaway that is happening over at one of my favorite blogs The Pretty Bee!

If you would like to enter for a chance to win a $60 gift certificate to Kelly's wonderful shop then head on over and enter! The giveaway closes tonight and there will be TWO winners announced on Saturday!

Here is the link once again: Giveaway link!

Maybe one of my lovely readers and I will both win. ;) But, in all seriousness, I will be happy for whoever wins for Kelly is positively lovely and her shop is such fun to visit!

What are you waiting for? Hop to it!

Blessings,
Sarah

A month of thankfulness...

2011-11-03T14:15:00.002-05:00

So far this month I've been blogging consistently. I would like to continue that through out this month.

I was just inspired by the lovely Sarah to take part in making the whole month of November a time of giving thanks. Sarah was inspired by Jen who has put together the Heart of Thanks-30 Days of Thanksgiving.

I think it is a lovely idea! Today I will begin with Sarah and Jen in a month of thankfulness. My goal is to write a post in response to the prompt of the day for the rest of the month. I will still be writing other post though! In fact, I have some fun stuff planned for this month that I'm looking forward to sharing.

Without further rambling here is day one, two, and three of Heart of Thanks!

Day One- Daddy God, I thank you for my beautiful Momma. She is beautiful not only on the outside, but beautiful in how selfless, caring, and loving she is. Even last night when she was feeling rotten she took the time to come show "I love you" in sign language to Sissy and I before bed. She used her hands to express love because she had no voice. She is beautiful and I'm so thankful for her.

I love you, Momma.

Day Two- My dog's wanting to snuggle made me smile. Waking up with lines of poetry dancing about in my mind pleading to be put to a page is still making me smile. It's like waking up with a song on your lips, a smile on your face, or a joyful sound gracing your ears. Thank You for the gift of puppy dogs with brown eyes and the gift of poetic inspiration.

Flickr: Link

Day Three- Am I facing a trial of some sort? Yes. I daily face the trials that come with my health issues. I have good days, not so good days, and horrible days, yet I'm learning to life joyfully in the midst of it all. I'm thankful for the amazingly supportive family that has never doubted me, supports me, and goes out of their way to encourage me. I'm also thankful that I've been slowly improving after being in a very bad health place at the start of the year. I've come a long way and I'm immensely thankful for that.

What are you thankful for today?

Blessings,
Sarah

Heart of thanks photo credit goes to Jen.

Nesting: The deep cleaning...

2011-11-02T18:38:00.000-05:00

I’m currently nesting by working on a deep clean of my bedroom.

In some ways it is extremely emotional. I feel as though I’m boxing up different parts of who I used to be. Though, each is still a part of me, life is just different now.

Well traveled mission trip devotionals, pictures, and memories…

Put away.

Many years worth of journals…

Boxed up.

Memories come in many different shapes and sizes.

Birthday gifts from years ago,

Homework from my favorite literature class,

Balloons that used to dance above my bed when I was feeling much worse this year,

Dolls that I played all sorts of imagination games with-

All bring back floods of memories.

Who knew that part of nesting would be the floods of memories sweeping over you as you clean?

My “love language” is gift giving.

I can often tell you where, when, and who gave me an item in an instant. I could also ramble off memories associated with it. But, there is a time for letting go.

I don’t want to be an even worse pack rat that doesn’t have a peaceful and enjoyable space due to being unable to let go.

So, I clean, I remember, and I let go of some to make room for a pleasant nested space.

Have you ever done deep cleaning that has brought back lots of memories?

Once the deep cleaning is done I look forward to the more pleasant side of nesting.

Looking forward to the creative side is great motivation to keep working on the cleaning.

Have you ever been in a “nesting” mood?

Blessings,

Sarah

Sleuth style...

2011-11-01T18:02:00.000-05:00

Sometimes it is simply fun to use your imagination.
To pretend that you are a character and are on a storybook adventure.

We recently had lovely cooler weather move into the area and when I took the dog out for a bit of fresh air I had layered on a few of my favorite autumn-ish articles of clothing.
When I went back inside I passed by a mirror and realized that I looked rather Sleuth-y! (At least, I think that I did.)
I smiled at this idea and my brother and I had a little impromptu photo-shoot.
All of that inspired this blog post.

With that being said, care to see and hear a story?

There once was a sleuth named Sarah...

She was cunning, brave, and creative. She enjoyed crafting, reading, and thrift store adventures.

Sometimes she would pop up her corduroy collar, for this reminded her of the renowned Sherlock Holmes.

One day while on a thrift store adventure (in which she discovered and "saved" a lovely mug, an embroidered shirt, and a few other articles) she discovered a book to help with her sleuthing! What book was it you ask?
Why, a Nancy Drew book no less! So, on this rather sleuth-y day she sat with her book to read part of the day away.

As Sarah began to read the book she suddenly discovered a clue! A previous reader had left a yellow sticky note opposite page 32...

After a moment Sarah smiled at the clue of this little book's past. The bookmark caused Sarah to ponder what the reader before her may have been like.

Then off she went to finish the fun with a bit of silliness. For even sleuth's should take time to have a bit of silly fun.

Then Sarah's day of sleuthing came to a close. That is the story of her sleuthing adventure in her sleuth inspired clothes.

The End.

(At least until she sleuths again...)

I hope you enjoyed that bit of fun. Happy first day of November!

When was the last time you enjoyed a bookish adventure?
When was the last time you were a bit silly?

Maybe consider taking time for a bookish adventure and some silly fun before your day is done.

Blessings,
Sarah

Trust...

2011-10-27T21:42:00.004-05:00

Trust.

I’m thinking about trust tonight.

Trust is precious and valuable. Oh so valuable.

Worth more than money,

Not something to be taken lightly,

Not something to be given lightheartedly.

Trust.

As I’ve grown I’ve had to earn it. My parents have honored me with the weight of their words,

“We trust you. You’ve earned our trust.”

Powerful.

Those words are powerful and sink into me tonight.

They trust me.

Trust is more valuable than any sum of money.

Trust is precious.

As I ponder that five letter word beginning with a “t”, I’m overwhelmed as a verse rings through my ears.

Proverbs 3:5 – “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding."

Trust.

That thing more valuable than any sum of money,

And, the precious word that shouldn’t be given lightly.

We are called to trust in the Lord with all our heart.

That word in the midst of that verse has so much more meaning tonight.

He is more worthy of trust than anyone, yet sometimes I say no.

I hold onto that which is expressed in English with five letters that begin with a “t”.

I hold onto that which is more precious than any sum of money,

And I say, “No.”

My heart aches for the times I’ve said “no” and pulled back.

I want to trust.

To really trust-

The One who deserves it most of all.

Blessings,

Sarah

It's a hoot...(Something free to share!)

2011-10-25T14:00:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!

I wanted to take a few minutes to share about a lovely free printable calendar!
Do you like owls?
Do you like the idea of creating the picture order and selection for your calendar?
Do you enjoy fun free digital art?

Well, if you answered yes to any of those questions head over to My Owl Barn by clicking the button below.

I just finished creating my own 2012 Owl calendar! It was fun, easy, and now I get to enjoy the incredible art work!

So, what are you waiting for? Head on over! =)

Blessings,

Sarah

P.S. I was sorry to miss yesterdays Magnificent Mondays post, but I wasn't feeling very well. But, I hope you are having a terrific Tuesday!

Thoughts for fathers and brothers...(Gals can read it too!)

2011-10-22T21:42:00.000-05:00

I wrote this and shared it on my facebook page tonight.
I don't really think that very many guys read my blog, but I wanted to share it here too.

And for you gals reading this, I hope that you have and do have some wonderful people letting you know that you are beautiful, that you have others who are proud of you, and that you know that you are loved!
Because let me tell you- You are loved.

Fathers and brothers, never underestimate how meaningful it is when you tell your daughter or sister that they are beautiful, that you are proud of them, and that you love them.

Though charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting,
It is important for you to tell us you see beauty when you look at us
Not only in body but also as who we are.

Though we may not show how much it means
Or neglect to appreciate the meaning
When you tell us you are proud of us our hearts swell

And, just in case you can’t tell
Those three words- I love you,
When meaningfully spoken help us even in the times we feel so broken.

When my brothers and especially my Daddy tell me,

"You’re beautiful,
I’m proud of you,
I love you."

This is how I feel inside…

Inspired by tonight.

P.S. Mommas and sisters you can tell one another that too. And, you can also encourage the guys in your life.
P.P.S. I love my Papa Bear and my wonderful brothers.

Photo Credit-Nic Pettersson.

A few little things from my week...

2011-10-21T15:08:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!

It's time for another It's the Little Things post!

Want to join in the link up party fun?

Some of the little things of my week...

Seeing my Girly Girl enjoy the sunshine...

The pets wanting to snuggle more with the cooler weather.

Reflective thoughts...

Ducks that make you laugh....

Dictionaries...

Journals to fill with words...

New nail polish...

Fun scarves to wear...

Nesting one area at a time...

It's also little things like hugs from my brothers, good talks with my sister, encouraging words, when others ask my family how I'm doing, and the joy of giving a gift!

What are some of the little things from your week?

Blessings,
Sarah

Five minute Friday: Beyond...

2011-10-21T11:27:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!

It's been a long time since I participated, but today I'm linking back up with some lovely ladies over at The Gypsy Mama. Each Friday is a Five Minute Friday where you are given a prompt and must only write for five minutes. For the perfectionist in me, this is a challenge. But, challenges can be good and can help us grow.

Today's prompt is Beyond...

Start:

This weekend I went to the park with my family and another family that we’re friends with.

A beautiful butterfly passed by and I tried to quickly capture a glimpse of the beauty with the eye of my camera.

This is what I captured.

I've titled this A Beautiful Blur.

To my perfectionist personality this at first was disappointing and I almost deleted it. But, then I looked beyond the seemingly messiness, I looked beyond what I often think makes a good picture, and I glimpsed the beauty. There is something oddly beautiful about this blurred picture.

Is it the way the tree almost looks like a painting?

Is it the imperfection?

I don’t know, but this perfectionist is seeing beauty in a “mistake”! Gasp!

Beauty in the messy! Yes, beauty in the blurred and messy.

My life is much the same. Blurred and messy seemingly. And lately I’ve had troubled looking beyond my circumstances and health issues at the beauty.

But, just like with that picture, today I look beyond the seemingly mistakes of my health issues.

Today I go beyond myself and trust that there is a reason this is being allowed.

Can you look beyond at the beauty of the picture?

Can you look beyond circumstances and see that beauty too?

Stop.

Blessings,
Sarah

A hat and a nesting craze...

2011-10-20T20:55:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!

I think it is about time to showcase some crafts again!
With this lovely autumn weather I've been in the mood to crochet more. Back in this post I showed a little preview of my autumn inspired hat I've been working on. I didn't use a pattern for this hat; instead I made four miniature granny squares and stitched them together for each panel of the hat.

Originally, I had planned on making the basic hat and adding a little extra something like a flower so that I could wear it myself. When the creation was completed though, I quickly realized that the hat was more masculine in shape and size. So, instead of finding a happy home upon my head it now resides splendidly on my brother's noggin.

He was kind enough to model it so that I could share the completed project.

The back of the hat.

Happily at home on the noggin.

I also wanted to share about my new "nesting" craze.
Until this week I hadn't heard of the term "nesting" as a verb, but it perfectly describes the longing I've had lately.

Nesting- To make a place more comfortable and homelike. (Informal intransitive verb.)

I've been night-dreaming of nesting, daydreaming of nesting, and when I've had energy and felt well enough I've been working on nesting. The first step in my nesting craze is removing clutter and doing autumn-cleaning (the equivalent of spring-cleaning just in a different season). It's rather ridiculous how filthy my areas of the room have become. Cleaning takes energy and I quite frankly have slacked in that area too long. When the room was clean I didn't consistently use part of my "energy reserves" to keep it that way. Now I must face the daunting task of a room overrun with clutter. But, I've finally begun the process.

Once the deep cleaning is done then I will begin the fun part of nesting- little creative projects.

I'm concocting a few different projects in my head and look forward to sharing them with you once I've completed the cleaning process. I've made a sort of "rule" that I can't start the fun nesting projects until the not so fun stuff is done.

Have you ever heard of the term "nesting"?

Do you ever get into a nesting craze?

Blessings,
Sarah

Somehing old and something new, next to water that is blue...

2011-10-18T20:18:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!

I'm not feeling that great right now due to symptoms, but I had the need to be creative in some simplistic form.
So, I thought of this little blog post.

Today I tell the story of something old and something new next to water that is blue.
(Friends and family, don't pass out! It has nothing to do with wedding bells and walking down the aisle. Just playing off of the phrase that happens to be typically wedding themed.)

This is the something old....

This picture was taken approximately four years ago. A much younger me wore short hair and sneakers with doodles on them as I sat next to my favorite tree and pond at a locale park. I've changed a lot in four years and I'm not exactly where I thought I would be at this age, but that's okay. Life has a way of going in unexpected directions. I'm thankful that God isn't surprised by anything that is unexpected for me and that He continues to guide me no matter what is going on in my life.

This is the something new next to water that is blue...

This past weekend my family and another dear family met at that park for lunch. My sister helped me recapture a shot next to the same spot that the old picture was taken. A lot has occurred and changed between these two pictures. I've changed, a lot has occurred in my life, and even the tree has changed. An old branch is gone, the pond is filled with water from the rain, and the sunshine was brighter from the time of day.
I've changed physically, grown, lost weight, grown out my hair, gotten glasses, retired my old sneakers. I've grown as a person and learned a lot since then. It's amazing how much can happen in four years.

It was a wonderful time at the park with family, friends, ducks, food, and my favorite tree by the pond.
Most of all, it was a time of reflection.

Flickr: Link

Have you ever gone back to a spot where you once sat years ago for a time of reflection?
What was special about it for you?

Blessings,
Sarah

Tea Time: Tea DIY...

2011-10-12T20:51:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone!

I wanted to share a fun little tea-time post with all of you!
Last week I wanted to play with how I made my tea and came up with a lovely mixture for a little cup of tea. While drinking my Honey-Mint Tea in my new green teacup I decided to doodle and came up with a little bit of art.
New teacup+new tea recipe+teacup doodle= the idea, "I should do a tea time post!"
Thus, this post was born.

Isn't that a lovely quote? It made me smile as I thought about all the times a cup of tea has helped me take a journey through thought.

Want to make your very own cup of honey mint tea?
Here is a fun little DIY!
Enjoy!

If you want a larger cup of tea simply double all of the ingredients above!

Blessings,
Sarah